the abyss

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I know that I have the power to love him. I know that I like him that much. I'm just dangling over the thin thread of sanity and hoping it holds long enough. I know I can fall for him. I know I can choose a path of heartbreak and misery. My feet are teetering over the edge of the abyss. I look down and see a dark, endless pit. I can fall into it. It's whispering my name, secrets I've never told. I can fall into it right now, but there's something holding me back. It's my brain. It's screaming no, but my heart demands yes.

Should I fall or not?

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