Starstruck

Bachelor Party

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Sun's P.O.V
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I still can't believe what happened yesterday. I killed someone. I killed Star. I can't get the image out of my head. It's hurts to think about. Why did I do that? Yes, she was hurting Moon, and tried to kiss me, but I didn't have to brutally attack her like that! I lie in bed as my thoughts run wild. This was the first time ever Moon and I weren't cuddling or even facing each other as we slept. I think he's mad at me, but I can't tell. He says he isn't, but I'm not sure. He's so hard to read sometimes.

I heard his soft breathing as I curled my fingers in the sheets. I just wanted to be held… When Vanny was talking to us about what happened, Bunz came over and took Moon's hand, dragging him away to the lobby. Once they came back, Moon didn't even look at me. I think Bunz got in his head again. I think it was so bad, that Bunz was the reason Moon didn't say “I love you” before we went to bed. It made me upset if I'm being honest… Moon always says he loves me before we go to bed. Does he not love me anymore? Did Bunz say something to make him not love me? I panicked as I squirmed in bed.

I guess all the bad thoughts made me start to have a bad dream. It was similar to the nightmare I had when Moon first came to the pizzaplex and had to help me.

“Mm….mmmm…Moon….”

I softly said in my sleep as my dream continued. I start to toss and turn, groaning and whining. I then felt Moon softly kick my leg and groan.

“Mhmmm… Sunny… be quiet… I'm sleeping.”

My legs twitch as I whine, and Moon is getting frustrated now.

“Sunshine, Please…”

I start to shake and call out for him again, whinging in fear. All I wanted was him and out of this horrible nightmare.

“Mmm.. Moon..!”

He turned slightly, awake now.

“Sun, will you ple- Baby? Hey… hey, wake up. It's okay. I'm here.”

I felt Moon's arms wrap around me as I was lifted slightly into his lap. I whine as I put my head on his chest, while my dream went on.

“Sweetheart… it's okay… everything's okay. I'm here baby…”

He starts to rub my back as my nightmare gets worse, soon gasping and startling myself awake. I panted as I cuddled into Moon's chest. I softly whined as he held onto me tightly, gently rocking me back and forth to calm me down.

“Shhhh sh sh. It's okay. You're safe. Are you alright, froggy?”

My breath slowed as I let Moon rock me. I nodded and gave a simple, ‘mhm’ to him. He smiled and nuzzled my head to keep me calm.

“What happened?”

I look up to Moon, not wanting to tell him the truth. I looked away quickly as Moon frowned. He tilted my head back to him gently, and looked at me with a face of worry and confusion as I put my hand on his.

“Tell me, babe.”

“I- I-I-I… I just…. I had a bad dream about you not loving me anymore and you hurting me, because yesterday you didn't say you loved me when we went to bed, and you looked like you were in a bad mood ever since Bunz talked to you… I'm sorry…”