Hatred

4

Hannah

Its been four days since my ex got arrested. I came home the same night because I just wanted to be alone. Billie made sure he was going to be away for at least 10 years.

I quite literally ghosted the world. I haven't gotten out of bed since I left Billies house and came home. I quit my job and I haven't seen the outside world since. I've spent most of my money on doordash cuz damn that shit so expensive but I dont have groceries and I'm sure as hell not going out.

Billie

I haven't spoken to Hannah in four days and I really just want to make sure she's okay. She hasn't answered my texts nor calls and Finneas said he hasn't heard from her neither. I dont know where Hannah lives so I made Finneas give me her address because I decided to cook her some food and take her some flowers. I want to make sure she knows she's not alone and she has me at least. God what the fuck am i doing? Her ex just got arrested but I just want my Hannah.

Time Skip

I finished cooking and picked out a huge bouquet of roses. I get into my car and put Hannah's address into my phone. What am I doing? what if she doesnt want to talk to me right now? I mean she didn't say a single word after her ex got arrested. Fuck. I'm gonna show up anyways.

I get to Hannah's house and sit in my car for a second, contemplating whether I should just leave the stuff on her door step and knock and then run away or if she would let me come in

Fuck it imma see if she let's me in.

I grab the food and the flowers and make my way to her door. I know it's her house because there's roses planted outside, she loves roses. I knock on the door and then I knock again. Maybe she's asleep, I'll just leave the stuff on the doorstep and send her a text. As I'm about to walk away I hear the door open

"Oh Hi Hannah, I wasn't sure if you'd answer the door"

"I honestly wasn't going to until I seen that it was you on my cameras"

"You have cameras?"

"Yeah I do, some fuck ass kids kept stealing my shit"

"Thats so ass bro. Anyways I cooked you some food and brought you some flowers" I say with a smile

why the fuck did i call her bro? UGH

"Well that was very sweet of you Bils, you can come in but fair warning I haven't cleaned. I've just been in bed all day everyday"

"Oh that's okay Han, I can help you clean up? I ask

"Thats okay you don't have to" she says as she moves over so i can walk in

I walk into her house and this is so Hannah core. It's so cute in here.

"Your house is so cute" I say as I look around admiring everything

"Thank you, I should actually probably shower. I haven't done that in a few days. You can make yourself comfortable if you'd like to wait but if not then I'll see you some other time"

Of course imma wait, the fuck? I'd wait for this girl forever if I had to

"I'll wait, I can get these flowers in a vase for you"

"Okay, I'll be back" she says as she walks to the bathroom

I hear the water turn on as I remove the plastic from around the bouquet. I begin to look around for some scissors and I finally find some so I begin cutting the stems of the roses so they can fit perfectly in the vase. I finally finish with the flowers.

I notice her kitchen is pretty dirty. I know she told me not to help her clean but Im gonna clean anyways because I know shes going through alot and I want to help her in anyway I can. I begin to gather all of the dirty dishes and start to wash them. I finish up the dishes about 15 minutes later and I notice that Hannah is still in the shower. Damn that girl loves her showers.

I decide to clean up the living room too. Theres a pile of clothes so I throw them in the washer and add detergent. She deserves clean clothes.

After I put the load of laundry in I finally hear Hannah open her bathroom door.

Hannah

I wonder what Billie has been doing while I've been in the shower. I hope she didn't clean anything, I told her not to. it's not her problem you know?

I walk out of the bathroom in my robe and head to my room but the only clean clothes I find are a pair of Grey sweats and a black thin strapped shirt, no clean underwear or bras in sight. Ugh fuck I need to get my shit together. I just throw on my clothes and head to the living room

"Billie, did you really clean?"

"Yeah, it was really no problem" billie says with that gorgeous ass smile of hers

"You didn't have to do that, But thank you" I say smiling back and then I notice the washer is running

"Are you doing my laundry too?"

"Yes, I figured you might need some clean clothes" she laughs a little

"Honestly I can't even be mad, this outfit I have on is literally my last clean outfit" I laugh as I sit next to Billie on the couch that's in front of the TV

"So you said you brought food?"

"Oh yeah I did, I made it myself" she gets up and brings me a plate as well as herself one

We both begin to eat and fucking shit this food is AMAZING, if she cooks this good I wonder if she gives hea- i need to stop.

"Holy fuck Billie, this is amazing"

"Why thank you Hannah" she says with a smile

"Thank you Billie, for everything you've done for me today. I'm sorry I haven't answered your texts nor calls I just haven't had energy to do anything lately"

"Its really no problem Hannah, I dont mind" she smiles.

Fuck her smile ughhhh

"Its so crazy how not even a week ago you HATED me" i laugh

"I never hated you Hannah, never did and never will"