2nd Choice

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Always 2nd choice
Never the first
Never the first option
Never enough
Never the best
Never the first choice

But I would choose you in a room full of people
But you wouldn't
You wouldn't surch for me in first place
Maybe in second
I don't want to be the second
I want to be first
Your first
But I am not
And it's killing me
I can't tell you
Because you don't care
I don't want to care either
But I do care
I hate it
I want to be your first choice

Always but I am not
And that hurts
And you don't care

So I stare
I stare at the wall
Crying because I know you don't care
Because I am too much for you
Because you don't want me to be
And I care
I care too much
I just want to be your first choice
But I am not

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