Jealousy |™

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I was thinking about all what happened, I didn't want to see Charlie now and I left him at the bar  he didn't even follow me, I don't know what's happening to me There is a feeling that I cannot describe I'm afraid of this feeling

I closed my eyes as tears began to fall, charlie tried to call me but I hung up the phone, The feeling of jealousy controls me and I can't help it

what if he get bored of me? what if don't love anymore? what if he want an Omega and changed his mind!!

No, babe You look ridiculous Charlie wouldn't do this I know him as I know myself but I can't get rid of this feeling  I need to talk to him,I restarted the car back on my way but..

I didn't know that my world will fall down like this, my body seems to refuse to move my legs froze and my eyes open wide

charlie and James were kissing, Charlie pushed James when he saw me

"p'babe!!" I forced myself to move when I saw Charlie walking towards me an I ran away

"p'babe!!!" I could hear Charlie screaming as he cried out

No. No.. this not happening..!!

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I don't know how I got home, I screamed loudly, I started breaking things around me I was scratched by a glass but I did not feel pain, the only pain I feel now is in my heart  

"p'babe!!" 

"Gut Out!!"

"Your hand... there's blood... on your hand" Charlie panics

"don't touch Me!!

"p'babe please listen to me" He tried to hold my hand but I pushed him away

"It's not what like you think"

"oh really?! that's what's look like, I believe in my eyes" 

" I told you, I told you, he's here for something and I have a bad feeling about him, but yet your having an affair with him!!" I didn't know what to say, anger was blinding my eyes, my whole body was trembling 

"Affair?.. you think.. I would do that?.. " babe's only problem is that he does not control what he says when he is angry

"than how can he kiss you I saw him kissing you and you didn't do anything"

"I was surprised that he made this move" This was the only justification he had he felt disgusted with himself now he was angry too, and babe's words did not help at all 

"cut that crap, He wouldn't have kissed you only if you let him"

"Just Say That You Don't Trust Me!!"

"Do you seriously think I did it on purpose? Now your saying that I'm having an affair?!! I WILL NOT GET INTO A FlEETING RElATIONSHIPS LIKE YOU DID!!" charlie froze as he realized what he said ?!

"p'babe.. I'm Sorry I didn't mean it"

I felt pain in my cheek He slapped me!! I deserve this and more

"p'babe.. I'm Sorry please" He tried to move towards him, but that look made him stop in his tracks it was empty and cold

"where are you going?" He said as he saw him turning away and heading towards the door

"no.. no please don't leave"

"don't touch me!!" He pushed him away until he fell

Babe ignored his crying  completely and walked towards the door and closed it behind him so that he would not follow him

I tried to stop him and explain to him, but he pushed me away he even slapped me, it didn't matter to me, he chould strangled me if he wanted to
It took me a minute to realize what was happening here

I followed him but he closed the door in my face and lock it from the outside

"p'babe p'babe please don't leave please" I was crying mess as I tried to open the door I'm sorry I am really sorry"

"my phone my phone" I was desperately searching for my phone I dialed babe number hoping he'll pick up

"pick up pick up please" my hands were shaking I can no longer see because of the tears in my eyes 

"I will call p'alan" I wait for the other party to respond

"hello charlie"

"p'alan.. p'babe left the house" I cried out

"what? Where did he go? Are you ok?"

"p'charlie what happend?" that's jeff

" please call him he will answer you he went out angry and his hand was bleeding please p'alan" I doubt he understands what I'm saying right now

"clam down we're coming"

I sat on the floor and hugged my knees, I was helpless now I don't know what I should do I should never have said that I am such an idiot!!

Does he really think that I will cheat on him? I can't even think about this I love him and I can't live without him I won't forgive myself if something happens to him!! I tried to dialed his number over and over again I'm almost losing my mind!!

after half an hour It felt like a deced p'alan and jeff arrived

"charlie!!" When jeff saw me he ran towards me He held my face anxiously

"he left me Jeff!!" Jeff pulled his brother into a tight hug and rubbed his head, Charlie was sitting on the ground unable to stand

"don't worry I'm sure he will be back"

"This is my fault this is my fault"

"is that a blood?! what the fuck did happend here?" Alan said in shock

"p'alan please try to call him"

"I did but that idiot didn't pick up" I cried more when he said that

"is anybody gonna tell me what's going on here?!"

Charlie told him everything that happened with him and James and said that babe had seen them,But it's a misunderstanding, Jeff also told them what happened in the hospital and how did things get here

"what?!" Alan can't believe what his ears are hearing

"I am sorry I should have told you before" Jeff felt guilty

"no it's my fault I should have noticed this I'm really sorry"

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My hand was still bleeding I didn't care about, I was driving and didn't know where to go, I know I shouldn't have said that I do trust him but ughhhh I am just mad right now I checked my phone there were thousands of messages and calls from charlie

I leaned my head back and I noticed something the some black car from earlier and it seems like it's following me!! shit 

I saw my phone ringing it was alan
I answered immediately

"ai' babe where the fuck are you"

"How could you leave Charlie like this? "

"p'alan there a car is following me"

"what? where are you?"

"p'babe are u ok?"

"I'm.. shit!!" It was seconds before that car hit me from behind

There was a buzzing sound in my head as I struggled to open my eyes,I could see that person who smiled at me and left. I could hear charlie voice
but I couldn't reach the phone

"Babe do you hear me Babe!!"

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