supernatural smut dean x reader

dean x reader: breakup pt. 1

It had only been a few months since the allusive Dean Winchester had broken up with you to "Do his own thing." You weren't sure what he meant when he said it the first time and you definitely weren't sure now. It seemed like the only strives he'd made was successfully drinking seven days a week. When you'd ask him about his progress or lack there of he would restate his only reason over and over again. In truth you were the only girl who really ever knew him. You knew about his Dad and the hunting and all of the heartbreak of the road. He'd let you in to be a shoulder to cry on and a place to call home and without warning he'd shut you out.

In the first couple weeks you were heart broken wallowing around in your own mind dreaming about him coming back to you. Going out wasn't fun anymore in the silences of conversations you wished he was there with you. Through all the stress you'd lost 10lbs and once again stood at the weight you were when he met you. After the first month it was easier, being a hunter yourself you were always on the road and your mind didn't have time to wonder. By the second month you only wished you could see him again. As friends if that's what it took.

Three months after the breakup you were working a case in Covington, Georgia. Vampires. You had gotten back from eradicating the nest a few hours ago and were watching Tv eating Chinese takeout when you heard a familiar rumble outside the motel room. Soon after a knock at your door. Knowing who it was you swung the door open in just your tank top and underwear.

"Dean what are you doing here?" You said stone faced hiding the melancholic excitement.
"Y/n I.. I need you." Dean said exasperated, his hands at his side.
"I don't know what I was thinking I can't sleep I can't eat." He continued.

His words only mirrored the hell you'd gone through when he left but you stood to the side motioning for him to come into your room.

"Do you have any idea what you put me through Dean? I didn't eat I didn't sleep for weeks." You said your tone angry and full of disbelief. He eyed your slimmer figure and the bags under your eyes.
"Y/n I thought I knew what I needed. I thought I needed to be alone but you.. you were everything. I hate myself for letting you go y/n." He said.

Tears welled up in his eyes. Your expression softened.
"What do you want Dean?" You said your eyebrows pulled together.

"I want you back Y/n and it won't be like before I promise. I'll talk to you we'll communicate it'll be good Y/n I promise. You know me, you know us. It's how it's supposed to be." He pleaded.

You stood there with a mix of genuine shock and a resurgence of everything you'd felt in your time together. You walked over sitting on the bed putting your head in your hands. He walked to you and sat down next to you. Tears flowed from your eyes it was the biggest relief you'd felt in months.

"It's gonna be different?" You asked through tears.
"Now that I know what I have I'm not letting go again." He replied pleading.

Your head was reeling. There was so much history so much said and done and now the guy you thought you'd marry who broke your heart was sitting next to you telling you he wants to get back together. If it was a bad idea it didn't matter for you. You leaned in and kissed him.

to be continued...

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