Our answers make P' Kitt get up from the table and walk toward the beach next to the restaurant like someone who has lost their mind. He must be so shocked that he doesn't know what to do. I'm already quite worried about his feelings, so i quickly run after him to talk and clear things up, though I'm not sure if I can.
"P' Kitt, are you mad at me?"
It's a totally stupid question, but I ask anyway as if I want him to reflect on his feelings right now. The handsome guy stops walking and turns to look at me with red eyes, like someone who wants to cry but can't. His feelings are all mixed up.
"What kind of a question is that?"
"I could only think of this question... What are you mad about?"
"What am I mad about? Can't you see what happened and why I should be mad?"
It's the first time P' Kitt seriously yells at me. He's always been good at controlling his emotions because he's mature, but it seems that patience has disappeared when faced with this situation.
"P Kitt, what are you mad about?"
"Frung!"
"I want you to reflect on what you're really mad about mad that I'm dating Yu or mad that we told you the truth"
I give him options so that P' Kitt can find a good reason to respond. He pauses for a moment and then tightly presses his lips together.
"I'm mad about everything. Mad about why, out of all the women in the world, it had to be Yu. Mad about why you didn't tell me from the start that you were already dating, and I had to find out now."
"I was afraid that if I told you, you'd be hurt."
"Oh, telling me now doesn't hurt my feelings at all, huh?"
P' Kitt takes a deep breath and stands with his hands on his hips, looking at me like a giant ready to strike with a club at any moment.
"It's like you two teamed up to make me look like a fool, and then when you see me angry, you laugh together about tricking a guy."
"I'm not that kind of person
"I don't know what you two are like anymore. Right now, I don't want to see either of you"
P' Kitt walks back from the beach and heads to the table, placing five thousand-baht bills on it.
"Go ahead and eat. I'm leaving"
"P'Kitt."
I still don't give up. I run after him, pleading and not wanting to leave him alone. When people are left alone, they tend to think of bad things more than good ones. What if he suddenly gets so upset that he drives into a truck on the way home?
"Mr. Kitt."
Yu, who calmly follows, calls P' Kitt with a sweet voice. The handsome guy turns to look as if he's under a spell, and it makes me a bit annoyed because when I called his name while running after him, he acted like he didn't hear me at all.
"Yes?"
"I understand that you're angry and don't want to see us right now."
"..."
"But since we're already here, wait until we finish eating. Then, you can drop Ms. Frung and me off at a nice hotel in Pattaya and drive home. It should be fine."
"Pixie."
I scold the sweet-faced girl who says that without any feeling.
"I can have someone from home come pick us up. That way, you can drive back alone as you want, without having to bear our presence. You brought us so far. Where can we go without a car? Isn't that right?"
