DEAR DIARY
when you find love;you know because you see fireworks and your hands get clammy. but anyway; its 12th may and im still looking for love; i dont think i will ever find it to be honest. i mean no one wants the blonde dumb girl who is too thin because she starved herself for him.....
ive tried but dont get no where, yeah i like boys and that but non of them give me the time of day :( but i have my friends but half the time they dont want to know me because they say im always 'changing'. some of them hate me for being an ex anorexic. yes it was for a boy ill admit that but;life goes on and yes i change my hair colour but thats just me. i could of died but i didnt and you still wont give me the time i want or even look at me...
from
andrea