You saw my tears as seeking for attention
You said that life was a burden for everyone without exemption
To bother you no more for goodness sake
That in the end my life I would never take
I wish I wasn't so pathetic
I wish it wasn't awfully true
Deep down I think you really knew
That I am a coward without a clue
Was I always blissfully unaware?
Of the thought I could not silence
I'm not alone but there's no one there
Do I really believe
That someone could even care
Will you be home while I'm away?
Will you go on when I can't stay?
Did my selfish actions make you cry?
Will you bury me when I finally die?
No more pages left to read
A story with no ending I'll write tonight
I'll leave it to you to guide my soul in flight
To a place of rest where there is no more pointless fights
Entangled with the cold winter breeze
My soul finally feels at ease
I'll let ethereal hands take me away without a strive
For they know that in my life I wasn't ever alive.
