The night air was crisp, but not cold, a welcome reprieve from the summer heat.
But none of this was calming down Nesta's racing heart, even when she stamped down the panic that rose in her chest.
She shielded the bond from it as well as she could, not wanting to wake up Cassian...again.
Nesta didn't know what it was but...but somehow the nightmares that involved the Blood Rite were...worse than even the ones that involved her father dying...the ones that involved that gods-forsaken cauldron.
Somehow the Blood Rite...somehow that was leaving her in a state of panic that nothing could touch. Not even Cassian. And he tried. Her mate did try.
She tried to. She tried everything...making herself so busy with training and work that she should fall into bed with pure exhaustion...sleeping with Cassian and hoping that maybe the pleasure of that would wipe away the nightmares...
Nothing worked.
Nothing helped. Each time she closed her eyes, the same images would invade her mind. The endless days of battle, the gruelling journey through the mountains, the horrors of the Blood Rite...they all appeared with a sickening vividness that made it seem like she wasn't just experiencing a mere nightmare, but actually reliving those horrible days.
It made her throw up and want to cry...want to roll herself together in a miserable little ball because she didn't know what else to do anymore
The panic rose in her chest, making her heart pound in her ears. She was getting desperate, desperately searching for a way to make the nightmares stop. She was considering sleeping outside, on the balcony in the night air, just for a change of scenery.
It seemed ridiculous, but...but at this point...at this point, she'd try anything.
She took a shaking breath, her hand gripping the balcony railing tighter, her knuckles turning white. The night air, usually so calming, was doing little to ease the tightness in her chest.
She was contemplating going back inside and trying to sleep again...just closing her eyes and hoping that maybe this time she would experience something different...when suddenly, she heard the flapping of wings...
Nesta turned her head towards the sound, her senses on high alert. The wings sounded large, powerful, and...familiar.
Sure enough, a few seconds later, Azriel appeared before her, slipping over the balcony railing, shadows swirling around his shoulders. "Nesta," he greeted her calmly, giving her a slow nod...like it was totally normal for him to appear on her balcony in the middle of the night.
"You weren't there at dinner," she blurted out because she hadn't seen him since this morning.
"I had a late dinner with an old friend," Azriel answered. Azriel's response made sense, even if the notion of a "late dinner" with an old friend sounded strange to Nesta. But then again, who was she to judge? Azriel spent most of his time being the Spymaster of the Night Court, so she supposed it shouldn't surprise her that he had...odd friends.
"Oh," was all she could manage in response.
"I didn't know you had friends." She immediately regretted her words but Azriel just chuckled.
"Just the one," he promised her, as he leaned against the railing next to her. She caught a sense clinging to him that she couldn't place.
She eyed him carefully, her eyes taking in the mysterious shadow clinging to him. It was a scent that she couldn't quite place, but it was oddly...familiar, too.
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The Witching Hour
Fanfiction5 Times members of the Inner Circle get absolutely terrified by Azriel's...whatever she is, and 1 (of many) times Azriel thinks that his witch was the best thing that ever happened to him.
