In Round 7 we got a flashback to Till's final memory, so what was Ivan's? What did he see before the life fully left his eyes leaving his god behind to go into the beyond.
My body hits the floor with a loud thud, gasping for air as my wounds start to spew a pool of blood around me.
It hurts.
I looked up seeing the man I saved staring at me, his eyes confused, hurt written all over his face.
I hate that look.
My eyes fully close as I feel my senses start to drift away, my limbs went slack as I took one last breath, my lungs stinging as I heard the cheers. The noises get more muffled as I feel my conscience slip away.
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"Ivan! Stop eating the flowers!" Till quickly yanks at Ivans hair, grabbing the flower out of his mouth.
"Dumbass! That can't be good for you," Till drops the flower to the ground as he scolds him, smacking the top of his head after every word.
Ivan doesn't mind, loving it went Till got emotional with him, looking at him with those beautiful teal eyes, he felt like he was staring at an angel sent from the heavens above, just for him to stare at and love. Till huffs out air, turning his head away in annoyance when Mizi and Sua walk by.
Till's face immediately turned from annoyed to enamored, basking in the beauty of Mizi. All of his attention turns to her as Till's cheeks heat up, leaving Ivan to go and see her.
Ivan hated it, clenching his hands into fists as he sits under a tree, his nails digging into his skin, causing little blood droplets to fall onto the grass below him. I hate her.
Ivan lets out a shaky breath. He knew he didn't hate Mizi, how could he? She brought happiness to anyone she looked at and happened to be one of his closest friends, he could never hate her. He hated how he would never look away.
Ivan closed his eyes, suddenly feeling drowsy. He leans his head against the tree. He felt another person sit next to him a few minutes later but paid them no mind, not even opening his eyes as he assumed it was a random kid he didn't know the name of. Minutes pass and he feels a head fall onto his shoulder, seeming to have fallen asleep. Ivans eyes open immediately to tell the kid off but he stops moving in the process, freezing as he sees the person napping on his shoulder was none other than Till.
Ivans face immediately went into a wide happy smile, his snaggletooth going into his lip as a faint blush presented itself on his cheeks. Ivan relaxes his body, letting Till use him as a pillow, putting his arms behind him and on Till's shoulder, pushing him closer into his chest.
Ivan lays his head on Tills head, closing his eyes enjoying the feeling of being this close to the person who's consumed his whole being, his god, his universe.
Ivan feels another person on the right side of his body, Mizi cuddling into his other side, whispering something of him being her pillow as she lays her head on his arm, Sua on Mizi's other side laying her head on her shoulder.
All four of them lying under a tree cuddled together peacefully without a care in the world, Ivan wanted this to be his life with them more than anything, but he was happy with little moments like this with them. He would cherish this memory forever.
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His lips curved into a small smile at the memory, distracting him from the cold rain and his blood all around him.
He wished he could have thanked them, they really made his life bearable. He wished he had more time with his universe to tell him properly how he felt, to not have to be so selfish to finally have just a second of what Ivan's wanted for years.
He wished he could of had more time with his friends, to learn more about the people he held dear to him.
He wished Till would have accepted his hand all those years ago.
He wished he wouldn't have fought with Till so much and tried to show more love.
He wished he was born in another world, a world where he was free, where he could love Till and he would love him.
He wished he had lived longer.
He wished that he could apologize to Till for being the victim of his shallow emotions.
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Hellooooo
Hope ya'll liked the oneshot! Decided to be a bit angsty today so heres this.
I might be making a Alienstage oneshot book soon so stay tuned for that!
Also I have another Ivantill fanfic i'm writing right now called Look My Way! Check it out if you want <3
Thank you for reading!!
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