Jungkook POV
This girl who is lying next to me is my wife and I am not only her husband but also her love, the love whom she cannot hate even in her dreams, who only takes care of me.
The one who only took care of me, despite all the hatred I gave him, and last nighy every response she gave me last night with her delicate lips with kisses, every scratch she gave me on my back it's all love, I felt only love But did every response I gave her, every activity of mine make her feel loved? Did she also feel loved? What has this innocent girl done to me, whom till yesterday I wanted to keep her away from me, wanted her to go away from this hell, but today I want her to feel love with every touch of mine.I am afraid that every action of mine yesterday may seem like my lust to her because it was not my desire nor was the sympathy given by me, it was just love that we shared with each other, she must have also felt the same after this I won't let you go...Jungkook was lost in her sleeping innocent face. His eyes were neither blinking nor moving away from her. There was dim light in the room. The sunlight coming from behind the curtains of the big window was falling on Soha's face. Was making the skin glow more
Then Soha moved a little in her sleep, the sound of her moaning brought a smile on Jungkook's face. She slowly opened her eyes. Her side was towards Jungkook. When her first glance fell on her husband, she froze for a while. Jungkook looked at her. Looking at her with a light smile and very loving eyes which she always wanted to see
She moved a little in her place but she felt a pain below her waist and she moaned "aahh~~ouch"
Her pain was visible on her face. Jungkook came to her worriedly and hugged her, placed her head on his arm and comforted her by caressing her back with the other and said "Don't move otherwise there will be more pain there, just lie down like this hmm"
She nodded her head innocently at his words. He was caressing her back. She was feeling comfortable. His care was soothing her heart. Soha smiled as the scenes of yesterday were coming in her eyes.
How he was stopping his passion from going inside her, he didn't want to hurt her and asking her again and again if he was hurting her, he was gentle the whole night and yet he was still caring about her and the voice was telling her. that he is feeling guilty...SHe buried his face in the crook of his neck * Someone had rightly said that don't judge a book by its cover, this is the same person who used to ignore me, stay away from me and on the very first day of marriage he talked about divorce but who today He is very close to me, it is not him, I was yearning for his attention, I was yearning for his love.And today when he is so close to me who is giving me love and affection, this is not a mafia, he is just Jungkook, he hides this look and smile of his from the world, I am considering myself lucky that this look is only for me, I Didn't want this moment to ever end*
Soha's eyes became moist and her tears started flowing which fell on Jungkook's neck.He wrinkled his eyebrows and asked "worriedly.What happened, please forgive me, is it hurting too much?"
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The Heart He Lost Behind || JJK
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