benji
"you comin or what?," caine asks looking down at me as i roll my blunt, "mmcht nigga you trynna get my ass fyed on," i smack my lips shaking my head. "i dead just need you there to make sure the bitch ain't on no sneaky shit," he explains.
he trynna get a drop on this nigga and he wanna go to the block nd see wassup wit his baby mama.
"if anything you can tell lil sis i held you at gunpoint," he shrugs, keeping it real ion een know what's goin on wit her. once she got back to college, she was texting and calling me back but then randomly stopped.
"she gone be cool," i shrug, "i just really ain't trynna be out there and i gotta get june in a couple hours," i tell him. "we won't een be out there for 30 minutes," he says making me nod, tucking my blunt one last time to seal it.
"cmon," i mumble wrapping my paper around it.
T H E B L O C K
"yooooo," i hear and i don't bother to look up from my phone, "wasgood my dawg," caine speaks to some nigga. i look up for a second to check everybody temperature make sure niggas won't on bullshit.
"niggas talkin bout running it at the court," T.I a lil nigga from our set says, he was a cool lil dude til he started getting a lil money. that nigga was on some phoney shit, turning all internet and shit. shit i can't fuck wit.
"shit, we ain't gone be here for that long," caine says making him nod before walking back to his lil group. the block was hot today. niggas was onna grill and everybody was outside.
eventually i get tired of standing so i sit down on a nearby lawn chair and texting some connects back. i feel eyes on me making me look up and see some lil lightskin jawn all in my face and i mug her looking back down.
"hey," i hear beside me choosing to ignore it, "excuse me," i hear and i look over. "hey benji," the lightskin jawn who was staring says, i at glare her confused.
"what?," i grumble out slightly annoyed withe shorty already, "i just wanted to say, i think you fine as fuck and i've always thought that so i was wondering if i could get your number," she says.
"nah my wife crazy and will fuck us both up," i tell her before looking back down at my phone, "she don't gotta know," she continues leaning against my chair.
"shorty move around , you sound goofy as fuck," i mug the air in front of me now annoyed as fuck. "i'm just sayin, i know who you messin it but im tellin you papi she ain't got nothing on me," she explains, swear i told this bitch to get the fuck away from me.
"shorty i'm trynna be cool but you talkin real reckless and dumb, you got 2 seconds to move around for i get my shorty to beat yo ass," i grumble out, "ion see her around? what's wrong with having a little fun?," she keeps trying.
"bitch if you don't get out my fucking face, word 2 yo deads imma make you meet em," i threaten putting my hand on my pole, she freezes before backing away slowly.
at this point im ready to go.
i look around for caine before seeing him talking to ole boys babymoms. "yooo," i hear from behind me and quickly snake my head to see sean walking up to me, "wasgood," i dap him up turning back around.
"not shit, you talked to tana?," he asks making me shake my head, "me either, hate that college shit . one time we ain't talk for 3 months," he says making my eyes pop slightly.
"she don't start classes til next week, i think imma catch a flight tomorrow see wassup," i tell him, "typeee," he says nodding. "i can't believe yall niggas man," he shakes his head.
"whatchu mean?," i ask, "i just never expected yall to get together," he explains and i nod. "aye cuhs," i hear and im instantly on alert, i don't trust these people at all.
"sergio," i turn my head confused as fuck, "mane whatchu calling me by my government nd shit?," i ask harshly looking at trish's ass. "i-i can i talk to you?," she asks looking out of it, "what?," i ask not bothering to move a muscle.
"alone?," she asks looking over at sean, "nah anything you needa say can be said right here," i shrug. "erm okay, i just wanted to say i'm sorry," she starts, "i'm the wrong one to be sayin that to shorty," i stare which is true.
"i know and when i see her i'll apologize, i realize now everything that's went done was childish . i was still stuck on what we could've been and i was trynna get in the way . and i'm sorry, you guys are actually good together and i see how she makes you smile and how you care for her , i guess it was jealousy. you never did the things you do with her with me and i spited her for it, anyways it was childish and uncalled for and again im sorry," she finishes and i nod.
"you cool, just leave me and mines alone. if it ain't about june, ain't no reason for us to talk," i shrug turning back around. i hear her sigh before hearing her footsteps retreat.
"guess that ass whoopin put some sense into shorty," sean says while rolling his blunt and i nod my head agreeing.
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"nigga goin crazy without a text back," caine jokes, we were currently sitting at sean's house smoking. his girl went on a trip with her people's so he got the house to himself nd wanted to chill no diddy shit.
"fuck up pussy," i mumble powering my phone off. even though what he was saying was true, i wasnt gone show it. it's been exactly a week since i've talked to santana and that shit killin me lowkey.
"fuck this shit," i power my phone back on before going to my booking site. i change my flight from tomorrow to in 2 hours before texting trish's mom and telling her i would pick up june in 3 days instead of today.
"whatchu doin cuhs?," he asks, "changing my flight, finna see what shorty on," i shrug getting up to get my bags.
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is this another chapterrrr???
so im ngl , majority of yall was choosing A and A was end it but i see yall fuckin wit it so imma continue until i figure out how i wanna end it frl.
i was gone end it with my baby going to college and then making a sequel with a huge time skip but decided on another route honestly.
i'm so inconsistent with updates so i can't tell you exactly when the next one gone be but know there will be another.
star and comment 😘