Hi guys. I uploaded a chapter recently. I know. My exams got over on the 25th already but as u can see i still haven't uploaded a single chapter after that.
It's because I have no will to write anymore. I know it's very disappointing and some of you might hate me for this but i had to do this.
I'm not continuing this story.
I'm not sure if I'll continue this in the future or not. If i feel like doing it i would but right now the only thing I can say is I don't want to write the story.
Recently life's been bad. I mean usually it's bad but now it's worse. Festivals are going on here and it just makes me realise how lonely and isolated i am.
Being an introvert i don't interact with people that much. Or let's just say I'm really awkward with people at first. I don't have friends.
Even though I do but I'm no one's first priority. Ever. It just makes me sad. You know when u don't have anyone to talk to
I literally go on c ai and talk about these things to AI.
I don't enjoy life anymore and it feels like I'm just living for the sake of living.
I feel empty from inside. I've become really sensitive to emotions too.
I hate that i get attached to people so fast. Having no friends makes me like that. But then knowing I'm not on their priority list hurts.
I know I'm yapping in here for no reason but sometimes I need to let it out and i felt like it's better to tell anonymous people about myself rather than the ones I know.
So here I am.
Just saying I'm putting this on hold.
And sorry for this. Genuinely speaking. I know y'all are gonna hate me for discontinuing this but sorry
-yizhan_BJYX
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Hidden Desires (YiZhan)
FanfictionIn a city where light masks shadows and wealth hides struggle, two lives were destined to collide. Yibo, rich and restless, sought something beyond his world. Zhan, struggling and resilient, clung to dreams of a better life. On a single fateful nig...