𝐒𝐭𝐞𝐩 𝐌𝐨𝐦 (𝐉𝐞𝐨𝐧 𝐉𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐟 )

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Yn's pov

I stood before the mirror the soft light illuminating the map of passion and pain etched on my skin i couldn't help but touch the tender spots on my neck a lone tear escaping my eye as i mourned the loss of intimacy craving Jungkook's gentle caresses his soothing whisper and his loving embraces which had became a fleeting memory replaced by the haunting ache of his departure leaving me with only the echoes of our fervent nights and the longing for the jungkook i once knew

Yn : " Even in the depths of your hatred jungkook my heart finds solace for your touch though laced with malice ignites a flame with me and I'm helplessly ensnared by the cruel beauty of our twisted love where every painful caress is a bettersweet reminder that I'm still alive still wanted still yours "

I said and wipe the tear harshly i only love him no one can take his place My heart only belongs to Jeon Jungkook I cried hard that day i hurt him with my words, actions but i was very really helpless Still I'm trapped here I can't escape from this cage i lost my all hopes

I don't want jungkook involve in this i wanted him to stay away from this from me I know i broke his heart I knee down on the cold Floor and hug myself crying hard But i won't hurt anymore him anymore If my pain is the price of his happiness I'll gladly endure more for his joy is worth my sorrow

Yn : " I love you so much my Kookie I don't deserve a Beautiful soul like you I hope you find a girl soon who loves you more than anything " i said and wipe my tear " I know i lose all the Rights to love you but you're still here inside my heart " i said and lean my head on the wall a tear left from my eye " Jungkook every cell in my body screams your name No one can claim me for I'm forever bound to you heart, soul and flesh " i said and slowly open my tearful eye " In a world that seeks to tear us apart know this Jungkook my heart beats solely for you, and should another dare touch me it's rhythm will cease Yours is the only touch my skin craves yours the only love my soul recognizes forever and always
I belong to you "

Time skips
4 days later

As the Agonizing days blend together stretching into an endless expanse of Jungkook's absence my fragile heart shatters with each passing moment tormented by the haunting unknowns _𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦 ? 𝘐𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘧𝘦 ?  Tear left from my eye Jungkook's absence time loses meaning and my world crumbles leaving only an abyss of despair where fear and uncertainty ravage my heart

Yn : " where are you Jungkook please come back Home " it's almost come out like a whisper my grip tighten around my dress " please just come back Kookie I couldn't able to breath properly Without you " i said suddenly i hear door bell ringing

I immediately stood up from the couch and run towards the door my heart is beating fast i immediately open the door i smiled when i see him standing infront me i about open my mouth my eye widen when jungkook fall on my body as i steadied myself the unexpected weight of his body dissolving into my embrace i wrapped my arms around him and in and instant he crushed me in a desperate hug his face burying deep into my shoulder his arms constricting around me like a vice holding on as if i were his only lifeline his warm breath mingling with my skin sending shivers down my spine I try to break the hug but he Tighten his grip around me i sigh and let him do whatever he want i slowly hug him back I'm so happy finally he come back home I caress his back we both standing near the door hugging eachother tightly Suddenly he said something make my heart race