Trapped🔞 By Jeon Ena (fictionsworld_3112)

17. "Shattered Illusions?"

"Your eyes are my only escape from
this harsh reality.."

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JUNGKOOK POV

I was busy in admiring my love... But our moment got disturbed from a call...
She took out her phone from her bag and looked at the caller Id...

I raised my brow asking Who's calling... As we don't meet each other often...cause her parents are little strict..So whenever we meet i want every single second of it to spend with her... And her with me...

So, i always silent my phone whenever I'm with her.. But she doesn't listen and here we're... She went to a little distance before picking up her phone and then talked to that person while standing away from me..

HER POV, (not Ena)

After attending the call I turn to him just to find him sulking there..He's such a baby.. My baby..

"What happened kook?" I asked him while going towards him.. But he didn't replied..

"Aww... So, my baby is sad,hmm?" I asked while pinching his cute small nose..
But he turned his face away..

"I'm sorry kook, at least talk to me naa..!" I said while cupping his cheeks.

"It's getting late... I think you should leave now.."
He said while avoiding eye contact with me.

"O.. Okay I'll leave.. But first tell me you're okay."
I asked holding his hand.

"I'm fine!!" He replied.

"Okay.. Bye!" I said while hugging him while he just hummed while patting my back..

With this i turned and left the park moving towards my house.

She left from there while jungkook went near the Han river.. Sitting there closing his eyes hearing the calm & soothing waves...

JUNGKOOK POV,

I never wanted to choose this life for me.. I always hated it until she came in my dark life making it light up with her smile, shining eyes...

She did magic in my life.. She gave me reasons to live.. To be happy.. Or should i say she's the reason herself that I'm happy...

Its been only few months since i first saw her and i still can't believe that she's with me now...She's mine...My Princess...

I still remember the first time when i saw her giggling and playing with a kid here... Since then it's my favorite place to come.. Whenever i needed some peace and calm or whenever i want to get away from my life i used to come here...

We can't meet often as i don't want to risk her life because of me... Because the life i belongs to is full of danger and i don't want her to suffer at all because of me... I.. I want to protect her from each and everything with my everything... As she's the only person I've..

Whom i can call Mine..

I do have parents but.. but they are busy... They're soo busy in their own lives that they have forgot that they have a son...They barely talks to me...and whenever they do they always have some reasons behind it...
They need reasons to even talk to their only son..
They do remember me when they've to attend any kind of events or parties or When they host one... Otherwise I'm just left alone with myself...

Due to my introvert nature i don't have any friends...I used to stay lonely all just thinking about why my life is like this??? Why can't i live normally like other kids?? Why can't my parents talk normally to me like other parents do?? Why can't they love me?? Am I that much unlovable??

Ignoring everything i tried to create my own space... Where I'll not feel lonely, unlovable, unwanted... But i always ended up with those questions roaming in my mind... I wanted answers for this...I wanted to know Why??

One day getting totally frustrated with all these thoughts and questions I decided to ask my parents that why they treat me like this??

Getting up from the window side.. I walked out of my room and headed towards the office as i know they would be there...

After few more minutes of walking i was standing infront of the office door.. I knocked once and waited for any response from inside...
After few seconds a voice came... "Come in,"

I entered inside and bowed to my dad lowering my head as i fear him the most... After i saw him killing someone mercilessly. Siding all those horrible memories i decided to ask directly and just leave from here... I don't feel like home in any corner of this huge mansion but staying in my room is far much better than standing here infront of the man i fear the most..

"Good, you came.. I was going to call you," He said breaking the chain of my thoughts...

I looked at him slowly and said..."Y..yes Dad!"

"Meet Mr. Lee from now on you're goona get your training under him," Dad said signalling towards the Man who was sitting in front of him.. As his back was facing we i didn't saw his face..

"But Dad, you.. you promised me that you'll not force me to do training and join MAFIA..." I said.

"Yes.. I promised you, so what?? Don't you know that promises are made only to break.." Dad said.

"But Dad... You know.. you know well that i don't like Mafia stuff.." I said gathering some courage as i know I've to fight to Myself.. at least try so that i won't regret later besides i know that in the end whatever decision Dad makes will happen.. But still i don't want to regret in future so i tried..

But Dad didn't replied... He just looked at the Man infront of him signalling him something... But now i cared less about anything, right now my whole focus is on to find an escape from this... Because i can't kill anyone just for my pleasure... No i don't want to turn into a MONSTER LIKE DAD... I DON'T AND I WON'T...

I hurriedly turned my heels towards my mom who was sitting on the sofa placed on the opposite direction of table...I went to my mom as now, she's the only one who can help me.. My only hope... I don't want to be like Dad... I've seen how mercilessly he kills people for his pleasure... I can still feel their screams ringing in my ears... How they were begging him to leave them... How he killed them infront of their own families... Noo, I don't want to be like him... I don't...

"Mom.. Please talk to Dad.. I.. I don't wanna join Mafia... I want to live a normal life like others... Please Mom," I pleaded to my mom holding her hands in mine with my teary eyes... But hearing her next words my world fell upside down..

"Jungkook.. It's a bad manner.. You should listen to your Dad," She said with her emotionless face..While i just looked at her...

I was a fool to hope that she'll... My mom will help me..

I was a fool to think that my Dad will listen to me...

Isn't it funny?,That my own parents want to raise me not because I'm their loving son but because I'm their only Hier..