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The incident [Ashler]

 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚 A/N

Hi yall! New chapter so fast, anaj? Yes for someone has commented a request and Anaj can not rest until they please them (idk their pronouns)! I now know its 

Hope you enjoy this! Tis but a Ashler chapter!

Warning: Slight trigger of blaming and depression, Anger issues, Gore?, Self Harm

✮⋆˙Ashlyn's pov cause why not?

My brain felt so tired... it was my fault I thought. My fault that Tyler was like this. It looked so dreadful when he fell off... its my fault.

I felt so, so, so bad for Taylor. She looked dreadful. She had red lines under her eyes adding to her eyebags. No, she did look terrible.

...and she would think it my fault. My fault that Tyler had fallen from the jeep. Maybe if I hadn't been running, and not making sure of their safety would have Tyler never fell. ... That's why I shouldn't ever be the leader...

I glanced at the others. They looked much exhausted. Logan had his head on Ben's shoulder, sleeping while Ben himself looked absolutely awful himself.

Aiden was smiling, he looked exhausted but compared tot he others, he seemed okay.. I think. Taylor had her head down on her lap as she held it with her hands. Every now and then I would hear a sob.

..poor Taylor... if only I had been more careful...

Shift

I lost my balance and fell. Taylor looked at me and then looked away as if I was not there. A ghost. I guess she was mad at me... I frowned. Logan walked towards me, looking drowsy from lack of sleep and lent me his hand silently.

"..thanks.." I said using his hands for support. I looked in his eyes, "..logan.." I said warmly.

He nodded and walked to Ben. I heard a few murmurs before he came back.

"Lets go...!" he said holding my hand and leaning on it as if it was a pillow. I looked at the others. They nodded and we started walking.

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"Tyler?" I called from behind the trees. We had split up. Me and Ben. Aiden and Taylor and Logan together. I sighed and dug my foot in the soil until I felt something sharp scrape it. I sweared silently, bending down and soothing my foot with my hand.

heh.. that's nothing compared to what happened to Tyler.. I chuckled standing up deciding to leave the pain continue until it goes away by itself. Ben was busy looking for an extra battery in our bag.

"You found it?" I asked holding out my empty, battered flashlight out. Nothing else could go wrong today, right? I thought desperately trying to believe my words of reassurance. Not having any flashlights meant that there was no way to protect me if a phantom were to come attc me unannounced.

He shook his head. "Okay..." I said. He shook his head and typed something on his phone.

'No its my fault I should have got extra batteries!' it said. I smiled.

"No its okay, really, not your fault... I should have been more careful.." I mumbled awkwardly under my breath before quickening my pace.

I was the leader... I should have protected Tyler. I am the leader.... I should have been careful. I am the leader.... I should have made sure everyone was safe. I am ashlyn.. and he was my friend. Guilt surrounded me like a cloud wrapped in thunder.

I looked up and wish I hadn't..

BDMUP

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..w-what was that?

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BDUMP

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that was not him- I refuse to believe it

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BDUMP

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I collapsed to the ground as I slowly backed away from the body. Ben stood there stunned.

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Its all my fault.

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Its all my fault. 

Its all my fault.

Its all my fault.

Its all my fault.

Its all my fault.

Its all my fault.

Its all my fault.

Its all my fault.

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I hugged my legs then I covered my ears and rocked myself. I rocked my little body violently. T WAS ALL MY FAULT!! HE DIED!!! HE- he died...!

Tears fell from my eyes. I was confused.. why was I crying. He was a halfwit! I should be glad! I covered my mouth. My first instinct was to dig my nails into my skin.

I watched my nails dig into it until I felt the blood ooze out of my hand.

Ben stood there, trying to help me and tyler, but couldn't. Hehe... what a pathetic excuse for a leader..! I thought. All another reason why I am-

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GASP

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"M-my, cough, insides feel like they're on, wheeze, f-fire!'' I heard a voice say. I stopped clawing at my skin and I stared at him. How was he alive?

I looked at him. How could you still be alive after all that? It looks terrible I can't imagine how much it hurts! My breath hitched and I let out the air I didn't know I was keeping.

I ran towards him and beckoned ben to give me a pain killer. He handed me it and I squeezed the injection in him. I looked away immediately regretting I stared in his functured body.

I went down the ladder and stood there frozen. My hands were shaking. So much. So much.

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why did I care? He's been nothing but rude to me.. but my heart always does things my brain doesn't want it to... and for the first time... I am okay with that...

I AM SO DONE WITH THIS CHAPTER.. IT TOOKS ME AGES AND ITS SO SMALL IN THE END!! HOPE YOU MOOTIES LIKED IT!! BYEE