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it was the next day and i felt so wrong for what i did last night. not only did i just use somebody to get my get back but i let Amanda and Amari dumb asses get under my skin, what if amari deadass kill him now??
lemme stop lying cause i really don't give that much of a fuck
i rolled out of sah's grip to find my phone which was on the dresser. I had 57 missed calls from amari and 3 missed calls from the group chat with me, amari, deedee, kasani, tayvon and akira.
not only that but i had over a thousand messages from amari business phone cause i blocked his regular number.
amari (business #)
samirah da fuq wrong witcho ass? (11:34pm)
where ma daughter at kutt? (11:37pm)
when dat nigga end up dead ion wanna hear shit frm yo ass either (12:00am)
samirah answer me (12:05am)
10,000 lashes (GC)
amari- Yo ya heard frm samirah?? (12:07am) kasani- nope (12:10am) Tay- nah what happen (12:11am) amari- ima spin da block n tell you (12:19am)
at least kasani lied for me i guess..
"mama whats wrong" sah voice shook me out of my thoughts.
"nothing"
"aight take a hunnid fa a plan b" he passed me a benjamin and i stuffed it in my bra.
"you got extra clothes i can wear for after i get out the shower?" I asked him and he pointed to his drawers.
i got up and limped to the dresser to pull out a pair of his boxers , a white tee and his sweatpants
"u need help walkin or sum?" He asked and i nodded. He picked me up bridal style and carried me into the shower running me a bath.
"lemme get in witchu"
"no boy i need time to get myself together and process what happened last night" i cracked a smile at how clingy he was being.
"girl whateva lemme know when you done so i can help you out" he said walking out the bathroom.
i climbed into the water leaning my head against the tub. should i call amari back....?
nah , after all he was with that bitch so i got a valid reason to not answer him
i let my body soak in the water and did my business. i got up out the water grabbing a towel from out the closet and found a spare toothbrush from out the pack under his sink.
"ain't i tell yo ass to call me when u was ready to get out" he barged into the bathroom
"sir what if i was naked? and yes you did but i wanted to be independent"
"you acting like we ain't just fuck girl i know what yo body look like" he laughed.
"whatever just pass me the clothes from off the bed"
he brung it to me helping me get dressed and stuff but he seemed like he was used to stuff like this.
"samirah we don't gotta speak on what happen last night but it seem like you got sum to say" he broke the silence.
"im okay sah i swear"
"mhmm" he mumbled knowin i was lyin.
$$$
i had order a uber to my momma house and explained the whole situation to see if i was in the wrong on my behalf or if i did what was right and to also pick azari up
"samirah you coming to the wrong person you know im too damn old for yall drama" she rolled her eyes.
"ma i know i'm just asking cause i keep thinking about it" i groaned following her around the house.
"samirah you are grown, your not in high school no more, your a mother . what you did was childish and i understand getting your get back or whatever yall kids say nowadays but think about azari and that shit shouldn't of phased you since yall ain't together"
"ma even though we aint together don't mean a thing he still mines and im still his"
"girl grow up" she chuckled choking on air.
"whateva momma where is azari speaking of her?" I asked
"she upstairs i got her stuff packed for you"
"alright thank you momma" i smiled running up the stairs.
i walked through out the house to find what room azari was in and i finally found her in the bathroom out of all rooms..
"you okay zari?" I asked because she looked pale and had dried up tears running down her face.
"No you hurt my dada" she pouted and teared up
"azari whatchu talking about mama"
"Dada cry on the phone because yo-you hurt him" she broke down showing me the recording she took of amari
"zari daddy gon call you later, dada don't feel good" his voice cracked as his eyes teared.
watching the video broke my heart for some reason. After all the shit amari did to me in the past i still surprisingly got sympathy for him but that don't mean ima forget what happened
not only dat but he acting like he wasn't just laid up with amanda what the fuck..
"azzy mommy gonna speak to dada later, come on so we can go back to mommy house" i sighed not knowing what to say honestly and she nodded.
