Nothing more is ever new.

9

No sex scenes was included on my last movie. "Good morning honey." I say. "Go make me breakfast." Harris said. He definetly didn't start a morning with a good presence. Im not good at cooking, i once almost burned the sauce for the pasta.

"Alice can you make us breakfast?" I told her. "Jesus christ can't you once care for your husband?" he says. "If you're not gonna cook for your own husband how can i trust you with our children someday?" He says, frustrated.

Why is he thinking about our future? Is it really our future?. He walks inside the kitchen. "I'll make breakfast, Alice. Go finish the laundry." He told her. I don't get it. All of the sudden the sweet Harris was gone? Perhaps. It is correct. Or not. Im in my robe.

Completely naked without it. I hugged him from behind. "Darling.." i said. "Sit down at the dining table. Wait for me to finish cooking." He says on his cold tone.

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Harris has been abusing and throwing me empty alcohol bottles whenever he likes. He's a like my father. "My sweet gorgeous blonde woman.... im sorry.. i didn't mean to.." he says, crying, on my lap. "Its alright baby." I said. Not knowing it will continue.

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"What about this dress?"i asked him. I really like this dress and it suits me. "It suits you well darling." He says. I giggle and went down the stairs not until he pushed me down. "Goddamn it, what are you doing? Do you not know how to walk?" He says.

As if he's not the one who pushed me from behind. "Yes im alright, its fine, its okay." I said dusting my dress off. I earned a couple of bruises that i have to cover with make up before leaving the apartment.

He once punched me right on my face. Slapped me thrice a day, and lets me watch as he fucked every woman in my bedroom. The moans, hurts me. I was once in there. I guess so.

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"He abuses you?" Finn asked. "Yes. Yes he abuses me." . "Im filing a divorce soon." . "You should. Im sorry. He tie women around his fingers. I didn't tell you about that." . "Its alright." I said as he holds my hand.

"Christine also said he-"

"Yes. While me and Celia was having a sleepover. I thought he's dealing with meetings since he's a busy man. Turns out he's dealing more women to eat." I say letting out a sigh.

"You're a big cheese, Dianne you shouldn't let him-"

"I know. But i love him. He was the first man to ever treat me right in a relationship."

"I treated you right."

"Yes but its different when its friends and partners."

"Want to get giggle water with the two C's?" He says nodding out. Its 7 pm. We're gonna be out in a jivy. "Not really. What about the Oscars?" I ask. "We're invited." He says.

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My cream colored dress with diamonds as my necklace really spot me on. Celia was wearing a green snake colored dress with a slit on her  right thigh. Christine is wearing navy blue dress backless. Finn is matching with Christine.

Im starting to think both of them are some sort of lovebirds. We posed for pictures taken outside for photographers we're here for the oscars. Im nervous about of Celia stealing the spotlight. Or stealing the title of "best supporting actress."

Theres a lot of.. lot. Im zoning out. Im sitting out with my big three and Edith O'brien. "Its nice to see you again, Edith." I said giving her a kiss on both cheeks. "I feel so loved to be known by you." She jokes around. The event started and i just found myself staring at the host.