I was so happy cause me and Luna started talking more than ever and then i joined an anime GC(group chat) role play and I also made a new friend her name was Skyla and her and Luna also became friends.We talked for hours from skyping to texting to Facebook messaging i just loved talking to Luna,being around her, and most of all having someone to trust i was happy until the next week.
The next week was a living hell i had to console and talk to Skyla and Luna more than ever i felt like my life was falling apart.I had 4 friends try to commit suicide that week.Now don't take me wrong i'm not hating on them I've tried it personally as well but....it wasn't anger it was pure sorrow i mean the after the first 3 i was barley keeping it together but when the fort one happened I did everything i could to save her to save Luna but even after i helped her and we promised to stay strong for each other i was still crying cause it scared me that she could've been gone for good.
The truth is i was in love with her but i felt worthless,useless,and like a complete coward why couldn't i just tell her how i felt i mean how hard can it be.... right? The answer harder than anything i had ever done harder than surviving 5 years of getting beat up and bullied and even harder than some of y family trouble , some death .
The reason it was so hard was cause i cant bear the thought of going one day with out talking to her. I cant comprehend her not being here with me and for me i just couldn't think it up.If i told her if she didn't feel the same ....what if she felt uncomfortable.What if she stopped talking to me ...could i go on could i live like that.
The answer i came to was no .. no i couldn't She was my friend...my love...my heart...my soul....my life....my existence....my world ....my everything.When i have suicidal thoughts all i had to do at this point was think of her if did it it would cause her pain i couldn't stand hearing about her being in pain from her self harming to family crap and to the bullies.God the bullies i want to fly down there and beat the living hit out of everyone of them i get so mad when people she says people pick on her. Cause she was ...is and always will be the most beautiful and perfect person i have ever met fro inside to out side.But if i caused her that pain i i don't know what id do i just want her to be happy ..t laugh.. and to smile.
But on the day i told myself i was gonna tell skyla i loved Luna and ask her if i should confess something happened ...something incredible and i thought i had to be dreaming or it was a miracle or something.I was talking to Luna and it was around the time she sally had to go to bed and i was about to end the message to Skyla telling her how i felt about Luna when my whole life changed when it finally got better Luna messaged me a goodbye message but this one was better than all the others combined so i read it
(message)Luna:Hey i g2g but before i do i gotta tell u something and u may not want to talk to me after this but here it goes well u see i i think mm i like u
I just stared at the screen in shock and awe for like 15 minutes.T-there's o way this is real s -she cant like me no one as perfect as her would like someone like me i mean i she deserves someone who ca make her feel special c-could i do that i i don't now but i have to tell her its now or never this is the only chance i'm gonna get so here it goes......
(message)me:ok well umm its my turn to suprise u cuz u see awhile back when i said i had 2 things to tell u but only told u one of them Well the second thing is that feel the same i like u to Luna
holy shittt i hit send oh crap whats gonna happen now god i'm all red my heat is racing i i don't now what to do i i don't want to hurt her i i
(message)Luna: well now i don't think ill be able to sleep ...red face
(message) me: me niether blushqueen
god oh god i i love her so much(cries) and now i'm crying god i ill never forget this moment and i promise i will never hurt u Luna.and now i pro .. no ill send it to her.god i have to i want to i need to make the promise.
(messgae) Me: ok now i promise Luna i'll come and meet u one day i swear it.
We talked the whole night for me and her i never slept once waiting for my beautiful angel to wake up and clear away all my darkness of the day.
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The Angel In My Darkness
RomanceKyle is a 16 year old boy who is troubled and depressed.Hes been getting bullied,mistreated , and disrespected for 5 years. He lives in a small town in Illinois and he was giving up hope of a better life and he never thought he could trust anyone bu...
