That Goth Girl

Chapter 4

Chapter 4:

(School)

In kindergarten when I was there, I barely had any clean clothes. I would be made fun of and laughed at beacuse I had stains in my shirt. I was part of the outcasts. There was 3 of us. Lilly, Harry, and I. Harry moved away just before the snow came. So then it was just Lilly and I. We had fun and played together and we were the best of friends. She then also moved away when the snow melted. I was sad. I was alone.

After that I became good friends with a girl named Emily. She was my best friend for the rest of the year. I miss that. She was kind to me. Made me feel I was needed and belonged.

In first grade we ended up in different classes. I tried to play at recess but she had made other friends.

A girl named Autumn asked me to play. We were so close after that. We eventually made friends with another girl named Tarry. We stayed together never apart.

At the end of the year Autumn had to move away. So far away. We were all sad. She was my only friend I could really trust. She moved to Arizona. I wish we could have kept in touch, but that was not going to happen. We were like 6-7.

Tarry and I went our different ways. At times I would try and play, but her others friends didn't like me. She got sucked into a click...

She made friends while I stayed a loner and never really had friends. I would talk to the teachers. I really appetite that. Them listening to me. I was probably really annoying, but they held the conversation. I thank them for that. I really do.

When she left and I was all alone. I started to think, 'maybe I'm just meant to be alone... I shouldn't even try anymore...'

So I stayed a loner...