Cheese Land

part nine: spill the cheese (Cinder POV)

Warning: my actual feelings, you don't need to feel bad, its just how I feel

Cinder: "why have you been acting different different recently?"

IAM: "... Well, it doesent seem like our subscribers care about me to be honest"

Cinder: "what? They do though"

IAM: "I know they do, but sometimes it feels like they don't, it's not by their words, it's by actions, you know what they say, actions speak louder than words, and everyone here, they are always busy making fan art of you, they are to busy going crazy about you, it's to the point where I am questioning if they even want me!"

Cinder: "I-"

IAM: "and I don't want to seem like some sort of narrsisist or pick me who just wants everyone's attention, I just feel like we need to be treated the same, because did you see what Y/N did? When they may me it was just 'omg, you exsist!' And then when they met you it was 'OMG CINDER I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN PLEASE ACHNOLAGE ME MY GODDESS BLAH BLAH BLAH YOUR BETTER THAN EVERYONE'... You see why I feel this way now?"

Cinder: "yea.. I'm sorry, I don't know what to do other than tell you you should tell them your feelings"

IAM: "I don't want them to feel bad, I don't know why I feel this, I don't want to feel like this"

Cinder: "than they need to know your feelings!"

IAM: "... Maybe another time, can we talk about something else now.."

Cinder: "of course.."

I feel really bad for her, I don't know what to do though..

We started a different conversation, and a bit later, we both went to bed, let's hope the next day will be a bit better

Sorry for showing you 1% of my dsepression we can get into the good stuff now