tommy's pov
here i am waiting for her to be ready. john's getting married. though he doesn't know it yet. but he was upset about lizzie still being a whore. i smile feeling arms around me. i turn around and kiss her sweetly. i move away and take her in. i whistle "you...damn you" taken by her as always.she grins "like it" i take her hand and spin her slowly "i love it. just as i love you" kissing her again lips trailing to her neck. she giggles and moves me away and says "later. cmon now before we're late puddin" pulling me out the door where we meet the guys and i get her into the car. john says "ya dressed nice" she smiles "gotta look my best. this could be the last thing these fuckers see" giggling.
we make it out there and i tell john what's happening here. he shakes his head "no!" she grabs his face "look at me johnny boy. yeah. that's it. look at me. her name is esme. she's nice. a looker too." with a chuckle. i smile. her appetite for women has never bothered me. i'm the only one she's ever come out to. she thought there was something wrong with her. that the way she is is wrong. and she apologized. to me. for feeling how she feels. for wanting what she wants. she told me she was broken. and i took her face in my hands. wiped her anxious tears.
and i told her. there's nothing absolutely nothing wrong with her. that she is perfect the way she is. that i love her regardless. that she is not broken. and i kissed her. and i told her that anytime she fancies havin a woman in our bed we will get one for her. and she'll always be free to be who and what she is with me. she continues breaking me out of my thoughts "she's good j. she'll be a good mother to your lil ones just as you wanted."
she wipes his face and says "now let's get you married" he nods and we watch and cheer as he does that. gets married. her and i dance and drink and let loose. here we are around a fire her on my lap kissing me. "oh look at her she's going off like a fire cracker" polly says and i tug at Flo's hair and tug her impossibly closer. hand on her hip.she grinds on my lap making me hard in my slacks. "oh tommy can you stop her she's going to make herself sick" polly asks again. i roll my eyes. i kiss my girl one last time for now and slide her off my lap. i go and tell ada to sit but she freaks out. making a scene. i roll my eyes and turn and see my girl on top of a nearby table dancing.
sexy as fuck. damn. the men cheer for her but her eyes are on me. i smirk and raise a glass to her and sip. john comes and clasps my shoulder "when are ya gonna marry her eh? she's already family" i smile and smoke "soon enough john. soon enough" i've been thinkin about it more and more. i love her. deeply so. she's the only woman i've ever loved. truly. she's mine. i'm hers. we both know it. titles are just a word. i hold her in higher regards than any word can describe. if she wants a title i'll give it to her. i'll do whatever to make her happy.
she giggles and stumbles and i go and get her off the table and she giggles "puddin" i kiss her "have fun sweetheart" she nods "yup!" and i put her down and ada goes into labor. we go to the garrison after getting her home and tell them freddie can come. just for polly to come and tell me he got taken away. fuck.
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Tommy's lover|| Tommy Shelby
Fanfictionin which Tommy has a lover Florence Halloway who's different, some would say crazy, but that's what he and the shelby's love about her