She's The Death of Me

Chapter 1

Elma's POV:

   Elma woked up today not feeling like it, She didn't sleep well all the way in last night cause of the argument she had with her boyfriend Johnson, they started having issues all of a sudden in their relationship.... "Can you believe that dude that I call babe my boyfriend saying his single as fuck sorry for the use of swear words. Let me give you the story behind all this.

  Firstly, my boyfriend had being behaving distant this past few weeks, don't know the reason why is that way... Okay okay not to lie, I kinda know the reason but it pisses me off that's why I decided to keep myself in denial just yet till I actually know the reason

  The reason is that of sex, I and Johnson got really intimately close last night in the edge of having sex after pleasuring ourselves, he was about to slide his dick at the heat of the moment but I stopped him.... Okay I know his my boyfriend and some of you will say cause we have been in a relationship for over four months now and that it's okay but for me it isn't, the fear of losing my virginity but to the wrong person to add it up not that I'm saying Johnson is the wrong person but he should understand me too and where I'm coming from but he doesn't, thinking giving me space will make me feel guilty but yes I felt a little guilty cause after making him feel so horny and hard who wouldn't be pissed. But come to think of it I was so grateful I came out of that situation with my virginity still intact God have mercy.

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I stood up to prepare for work today, now we go again it's Monday; time for work. I reached school early sorry I didn't say that I'm working but yes I am, I'm working as a caregiver in a school.

I did everything, my work and also let me not forget my sweet children, eighteen of them, tho they stress me as hell but they are the only reason which brings me to this work everyday cause if I follow the way the managing director is doing I would have longed gone in this work and I'll be jobless cause come to think of it, tho the pay is small €25,000 is better than to be solely dependent on my parents for my needs so No I had to work.

Working hours is coming to an end thank goodness, the children is about to go home to their parents, dressed up and prepared they took them home just remaining few of them still waiting.

I dropped them in the hallway to clean the classroom, then my sweet friend and colleague Kiera came to help me out cause she's done with her work, tho she's a new employee so her work is a bit lessened, whereas the children in her classroom isn't much as mine so she came to say hello to me.

"Babe how are you doing" Kiera said.
"My dear I'm quite alright ".
"You aren't looking fine, you're looking so stressed out" Kiera said.

"It's the children, taking care of them all alone it's so hard for me I can't divide myself to get all the children to do what I want them and of cause Kiera you know they are supposed to be two caregivers assigned to this class but whereas I'm the only one here so, so much to do all in once."

"Oh yeah I'm aware that's true but have you reported about it??
"yes I've did but they said they will get back to it and till now no response from the school managing board.

After cleaning the classroom Kiera help me arranged the seats while I was wiping the board thinking about last night issues with Johnson frustrated about all this I decided to tell Kiera about my issues and of course we talked about it and everything, we talked about it for a while still doing our work.

She said she gat a solution for me and it was first hand tested by her on her ex boyfriend tho it didn't turn out fine but it helped her see the truth with her own eyes.

Kiera suggested I should open a fake WhatsApp account with a number she will be giving to me, use a fake name, pictures and different personality all together to form the account, saying she has a spare sim she will give to me.