8. Late night talks

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Tubbo Pov:

Me, jas and tommy were all huddled together, tommy was asleep, jas was still awake like me. There was a comfortable silence between us and some random movie played in the background. But, I couldn't stop thinking about earlier, how- why would jas wanna hurt herself. What could've caused this? She shouldn't hurt herself....that's not fair...she's beautiful and she's perfect. 

Now, I know that she probably doesn't wanna talk about it...but I'm gonna ask her.

"Hey, jas?" I whisper to make sure that tommy doesn't wake up (he probs wont lmao, he seems like a sound sleeper)

"Yea?"

"What..happened? ou know, im just curious, its fine if ou dont wanna answer"

"Oh, um"

"You dont have to tell me if you dont want to, but im here for you if you ever wanna vent mkay?"

"Thanks tubs its just that i do my best every damn day, but it seems that no one is satisfied with what i do, i mean, see this? I'm relaxing, i dont usually get to relax."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, i have a very busy schedule,  i go to college thrice a week, so on days when i dont go, its like i wake up, go for a walk, make coffee, start editing, eat lunch, edit some more, when its around 6 i start animating and i animate till like 2 or 3 am and then i sleep till 6 and wke up and on college days, its the same but i dont edit as much."

"Whoa, thats..difficult,  to say the least"

"I knowwwww, and on top of that, in my college, i am a fucking outcast, like the only friend i have is molly and pretty much everyone else has taken a liking to bullying me and they dont understand bc i just play it cool but the bad comments stick harder than the good ones.."

"I understand,  man, it sucks honestly"

"And yesterday, in college (a/n this is a very true story) this girl, she got her period and it showed up on ber pants, and allthe dudes were such dicks about and said shit like, 'just hold it in' like, bitch, shecannot hold it in and thats like the fucking reason u were born, like,  your mother has had periods and just like- aghhh they get on my nerves"

"What the fuck? Who says that?"

"I know righttt a then, my boyfriend"

"You have a boyfriend? "

"Shhh, and yes, i do but hes a red flag and is very toxic but i cant break up with him bcs he guilt trips me and gaslights me but i fall for it bcs im in love with him and i just realised this right now because hes made my cry more than hes ever made me even smile but i fucking am i love with him"

"But hes not inlove with you, though"

ANDDDDDDDDDD that's a wrapppppp, 2 chapters in one day, lesgooooooo also, tysfmmm to reetnomore bcs he/she/they/it  has/have given me a LOT of motivation.

Yall know the drill, eat some food, drink some water and slep a lil

(Online hugs!)

-author<33

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