.April
This is the third night I woke up screaming I kept having the same nightmares being played over and over again in my head torturing me night after night I kept having flash backs of the night I was raped. I can't seem to get any sleep it was two in the morning and I have not closed my eyes for more than an hour without jumping up and screaming my nightmares were getting worst and am sure its not healthy.
I am so exhausted and worn out and my harmones are all over the place and I have a craving for icecream even tho I am allergic to diary products not to mention the illusions I have been having I am so scared I keep hearing sounds and screams I keep telling myself its the pregnancy or my head playing tricks on me again.
It was now six o'clock I manage to get a full two hours of sleep I had to rush out of bed and straight into the bathroom I think I carried up everything I ate nothing is staying down I know it the morning sickness I read about somewhere on line.I took a quick shower and got dress I was just two months pregnant so my baby bump was just starting to show I head down to the kitchen and made some scramble egg with toast bread and drank a cup of green tea for breakfast the guys are going to pick me up soon for my appointment to see the doctor and am hoping I can do some shopping after wards. As I head in the living room to grab my coat the door bell rang I grab my coat and open the door symphonique ,symphony and chad stood at my door. What's he doing here shouldn't he be with is fiance Valentina He had a nerve showing up hear after he left me for her I told symphonique my appointment was cancelled and slam the door in there face.
Well I lied that's not a big deal he hurt me so bad I trusted him but he didnt love me all he did was cheat on me with about sixteen other girls including one of my friends he broke my heart all I did was love him I stayed with him through everything they said love is blind but I was too stupid to let him hurt me over and over again he was my first boyfriend .we broke up and he went to my sister I felt so betrayed and most of all heartbrok
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