4:33am. Tired as fuck bruh. My mom isn't making me go to school tomorrow, and I'm so happy. Since I wasn't going I had to hang out with Danielle and Alexis at their friend's momma house. I can't stand their friends.
"You ready", Danielle says coming into my room.
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"Yea I guess", I say getting up. I really didn't want to go but it was better than going to school I guess. These were both bad options. School or hang out with people I don't like.
I get in the back seat and start listening to music. The girls house was like an hour or two away. They started blasting music and it overpowered mines. I couldn't even drown in my Jhene Aiko music. _______
We finally get here and it's like three cars out here. So there are more people here and I don't necessarily like being around a lot of people. It's crazy how I am and I'm shy. A lot of people don't believe I'm shy.
So we get in the house and already smellhella smoke. "Why is she here", Lana said looking at Alexis. That's the bitch that rolled her eyes at me yesterday. "Because my mom wouldn't let her stay at home since she's not at school", Danielle explains to her.
Already tired of being here man. "Well you can sit in the room over there and leave us be", Lana says pointing to the room next to the kitchen. Girl you ain't got to tell me twice.
"You know them boys in that room", Amani says.
"Exactly", Lana says smirking.
"You are terrible", Alexis says laughing.
"It's not like the boys want her anyway", Lana says shrugging her shoulders.
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"You still ain't explain why you in here", One of the boys said. I explained twice to them why I was in here. I forget that these dumbasses are fucking high. "Didn't I just say Lana sent me in here", I say popping my neck.
"Fuck you getting an attitude for", The boy from yesterday asked me. I just told y'all the reason and y'all acting dumb that's why. "I don't have an attitude", I say looking away.
"Fix that shit and sit yo ass down", He says looking back at his phone. I sat on of the beanbags in the corner of the room. I put my headphones over my ears to finish listening to my Jhené Aiko song.
I was just drowning in the music not knowing what was going on. I didn't want to know either. I just wanted to be to myself.
I feel someone tapping me. I look up and it's one of the dudes. I pause my music and take my headphones off. "What", I ask looking up at him. At the moment I didn't want to be messed with because that music just put me in a certain mood.
"Damn I just wanted to see if you was good in here by yourself. We about to go into the living room", He tells me. Honestly at that moment I wanted to be alone but also I wanted to be with someone at least just because of how I'm feeling.
