Last night was amazing. I felt like I could tell him anything and everything. But I had already written it on paper. I am weird so it's just easier for me like that.
After he read my letter he kissed me and we just sat for several hours by the fire. Most of the time it was quiet and peaceful. The most we heard was a car passing and a frog in the distance. And when we did talk it was just small remarks, and or questions.
Finally the fire quit burning and we started to go back to the house that I snuck out of. He was tall. I never realized how tall he was. I had to look up to see his face it was bright red, but probably because of how cold it was. I was only 5 foot. Maybe he isn't tall and I am just short.
Since last night, I feel free I guess you could say, around Vinsul. It's a feeling I have never felt. I never really told anyone about my anorexia, or my fostering life. I was scared now because he knew everything. What if he hurt me? I have my doubts okay.
Everyone at school has been talking about Vinsul and I. I ended put having a panic attack in science class yesterday. I left early. I can't handle people anymore. My depression is worsening. I feel loved and I also love Vinsul. But right now, and for a while now I just want to hide, go to an abandoned house, run away anything.
But when it gets bad I call up Vinsul and he makes all my worries go away. I really do love him. But I always question it, I guess I have just been hurt too many times.
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Long couple of days for me. This update would be longer but today is my moms birthday. She is 60. Congrats mom!
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Tripping down Memory Lane
Short StoryHow do you know when something you have done is wrong? When do you let go of your past? When do you stop living in the past? (Fictional)
