It began in the 5th grade. A girl lost her best friend and had to find ways to make use of time without her. In 6th grade, the girl started her art and writing career. She made little stories for herself, wrote all these creative tales for characters, drew small ideas, and even wrote a diary to track what was going on in her life. With time, she began to get better, but this isn't about that. Not yet, at least...
October 19th, 2021... 5th grade
My best friend died a few days ago. My mom told me on Sunday. It happened that Saturday. I feel so alone now. We would always play games together, use the swings at recess, eat lunch together... But it's all gone now. Everyone keeps making fun of me even more than they did before. They've done it since 2nd grade, but it's gotten worse. Maybe I'm just sensitive, or they could be hurting too. Rose has gotten a lot worse as well. She keeps calling me names and running to the swing before I can. I think I hate her. I don't know... I hope I feel better in the future.
The diary only existed on a digital plane. It could be deleted so easily. Every time I wrote, I felt like it looked bad, so I got rid of it. I focused on drawing Among Us comics and making little doodles of cartoon characters and stick figures. I made The Angry Poodle, Angry Poodle Pt. 2, and so many funny Among Us comics. The video games were what led me to my doll phase. Then, it brought along the dress designing, art, anime, and writing phases. I focused more on writing and drawing than anything else. I found it simple and relaxing.
My first character was originally a self-insert OC. Her name was Galaxia Kocho (Why, child, WHY?!). She was Mexican and orphaned in Japan, grew up with the Kocho sisters, and had Galaxy Breathing (kill me pls :DD). Akaza turned her into a demon after killing Rengoku because he saw how strong she was. Galaxia was also a big simp for Muichiro and killed herself for him in the final arc when he died from Kokushibo. (fucking kill me now I was an embarrassment why didn't the Bitch and the Fucker disown me? TvT)
Galaxia led me to the creation of Audrey (default name btw) Midoriya. Then I made a Naruto OC (I forgot abt it bc I didn't have ideas), multiple AU ideas, and some OC art. The art was pretty basic, but I was proud of it at the time.
The original names for my current characters were:
Audrey Midoriya, Anthony Kinomorii, Sayuri Takehara (one letter was changed bro TvT), Yumi and Yuri (no last name yet), Galaxia Kocho, Audrey Maria Afton, Eno (the Naruto one who was gonna be Ino's twin), Sumiora Yametsu (what the fuck? :D was I racist or sum shit??), and Yoshinora Tokito (yes, I think I was by accident. I am sorry, Asians TvT).
I made them back when I was a kid and my dreams couldn't be shot down no matter what. Even though I was still hella bullied and had no friends, I was a free sixth grader and allowed to dream to no limit. I wish I still had that confidence in me, the confidence to create something that didn't make sense but share it with everyone no matter my own opinion or theirs.
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The Imagination Realm
HumorThe angsty story about the mind of an odd teenage girl's mind A CMAH original