broken

Chapter 4

Before I continue writing I forgot to say that becky is intersex.

Two weeks later and it was the day freen and becky and their close freinds and family got to say goodbye to gracie, aka Beth.

Freen woke up sweating, gracie? Is she awake yet,
Then freens realization hit in that they were saying goodnight and goodbye to their baby girl.

Freens eyes filled with tears, I Er don't think I can do this bec.

Becky held freen tightly I'm here baby we'll face this together I'll be your rock and your strength.

Thank you baby.

Always beautiful I've got you..

Freen pulled back, how can u be so strong babe.

I'm not babe I'm trying so hard not to break down right now, if I let myself go I don't think ill come back.

Its okay to let go babe, we made gracie together, well manly your sperm my man/wife,.

Hey, cheeky, becky said laughing away at freen.

Freens exspecion changed again her eyebrows went up and down and she went cold didn't say another word for ten minutes.

I feel horrible now freen said tears welled up in her eyes.

How can we laugh with our baby girl being put to rest today.

Freen sat down and held beckys hands I've been thinking.

Yes gorgeous about what.

I'd Er like to keep some of Beth's ashes for a keepsake as I've seen some nice necklaces I'd like to put them in for us to treasure forever.

Becky pulled freen I for a hug, ya so sweet my angel, I'd love that.

I'd like to give them to our family and close friends to.

That's a great idea babe.

She kissed freen softly, come on baby we have to get ready Beth and our family will be he soon.

Jve heard her teachers and some of her school freinds are coming today to pay their respects to Beth.

That's so lovely I wasn't expecting that at all, I know bet was kind of popular at school to.

Yeah she was well loved,

Freen and becky hugged each other as their tears fell, I miss our baby so god damn much becky sobbed.

Freen held becky tight as that's the first time she's seen becky cry over their daughter.

I miss her to, u would feel more upset as u carried Beth for them 9 and a half months

We have to get through today and when we are ready we can talk about having another baby,freen said.

Beckys eyes welled up with tears as she hasn't told freen she can never carry children again as they had to remove her worm, she didn't know how to tell freen and it was killing her.

As she hasn't told anyone and it's burning a hole in her heart as it was the hardest decision she's ever had to make and she was scared of how freen would take it.

She deserves to know but not yet.

Not till she's strong enough to be told but it was conversation becky wasn't looking forward to having.