A Simple Winning Game.

Chapter 3: We All Fall Down Sometimes.

**This chapter includes mild violence, if you do not like blood please do not read this chapter!! I will some up this chapter in the 5th chapter!! Thankss Kittensss!!**

 I woke up, felt the bus still moving, i felt like i was on a train but I heard my phone kept vibrating, I quickly grab my phone before it woke up the boys. It was text on Facebook, okay so I went on it. I turned down brightness, the gleaming beaming shinny screen made my eyes hurt real bad. I went on Facebook finally, and I got a message from someone named: 'Unknown Creature' I felt a shiver go down my pale back. I tapped on the name and the message read: 

"One final fight for this tonight, Whoaa whoaa whoaa,

 with knives and pen we make out  plight"

Knives and pens! My favorite song! But why send this to me? I thought over and over. I checked my other messages, and it made me feel horrid. Steamy hot tears roll down my cheeks, I sniffle every now and then, I grabbed my bag and grabbed my razor, every time i touched it...it gave me this power, this power to not control myself. Like, the razor would control me. I slowly shifted into a criss cross form, and pulled out my pale scarred wrist.

I flutter the tears back, and sniffle more and more as the razor dug into my white meaty flesh. It wouldn't go in and it was about a centimeter inward. I held back the screams and yelps. I held back my strength. I held back my whole life, like it was paused. 

I finally get to the point where blood was all over my legs, and my black which had stains already. I sniffled really loud, and let out a "Oh god why," maybe a little bit to loud, more like a cry for help. Oh great, Jake was right next to me, he for sure heard me, or hes a really heavy sleeper. 

I heard my Curtain open, as i feel tingles all around my wrist, and my sides of my stomach of the jitters. I held a big gasp, I looked up, and it was Andy.

"No, no no no!!" He whispers and looks at me upset, "Hold on!" he quickly gets a first aid kit, and a wet clothe, he comes back as im still crying, "Em...why?" he looks down and takes the blade out and sits next to me closely, "Why would you do this to yourself?"

"I...I got messages like i told you...I got really upset and-"

"WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!" CC screamed as we felt the bus keep moving.

Andy hit him, "SHUT THE HELL UP DUDE!" He whispered loudly.

"sorry," he ducks down into his cozy sweatshirt, "What happened?"

I wanted that razor in me again-deeper. And more harder and more sharper, I wanted the attention to go away! I just....I just....... then in the middle of thinking i drop onto Andy, as Im getting colder and colder as the minute went on, I felt them stitch me up, and felt them keep touching my wrist and looking for any other cuts.

I woke up, and it was a nice bright sunny day, and i woke up to Andy in my bunk staring at me, I jumped and looked at my wrist, "A...Andy?"

"Oh hey Em," he put his long bony fingers threw his dark black mane on his head. He didn't shave yet, a little facial hair was growing back up onto his face, he looked kinda cute like that.

"I...I'm sorry for waking you last night, I didn't mean to get attention," I look down.

"Its fine, only me and CC saw, Jinx Jake and Ash heard me and CC talking bout it, and they wanted to know, they'd find out sooner or later." He grabbed a bottle of soda pop for me, "Here, you should get something in your system. So how do yeah feel? We picked up some medicine for your wounds."

I smile at him for his courtesy, "I-I didn't need this Andy, you guys shouldn't be paying for me, i got my own money!!" I grab my purse as he puts a hand onto my arm where the stitches started.

"One on the bus, is one of us." He looked me into the eyes lower his eye brows each time he said a word, "We will do anything for your safety even it means death."

"Yuppie," JAshley said smiling opening the curtain and having 3 other guys come behind him.

"Haha, thanks guys." I smile and look down.

CC looks at me, i felt the eyes bruning into my dark brown haired head, "No hugs?" Should've known.

I get up and hug him, as everyone gave me and group hug, Andy made his way to me and everyone kissed me on the cheek, and I blushed so much.  

This is gonna be the most best Year of my life!!