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I feel so worthless

I cannot move on

I can’t bring myself

To stay strong

Everytime I try

To push away all the troubles and focus

But when I can’t solve something

I feel there’s no fucking point

I can’t learn Math,

What’s X and Y I ask

I crank my head to focus

But my environment is killing me

Without a proper home

I get no love

My daddy is not here

To say “everything’s alright dear..”

My mum thinks I’m sensitive

Cause I cry, even for the slightest things

But what she doesn’t know is that

Crying makes my heart be relieved

School and friends

Are just like the night sky

They do not brighten up me

When they aren’t stars

So here I’m writing

As tears fall down my warm cheeks

Poetry makes me feel happy

But I’ve only time to do things which I truly despair

I feel so lost

I can never be found

I’m a girl

With a heartbeat no longer sound….

yeah.. hi again. hope you liked this one :( sorry but all i can say is that my life is fcking screwed up. i feel like dying

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