I feel so worthless
I cannot move on
I can’t bring myself
To stay strong
Everytime I try
To push away all the troubles and focus
But when I can’t solve something
I feel there’s no fucking point
I can’t learn Math,
What’s X and Y I ask
I crank my head to focus
But my environment is killing me
Without a proper home
I get no love
My daddy is not here
To say “everything’s alright dear..”
My mum thinks I’m sensitive
Cause I cry, even for the slightest things
But what she doesn’t know is that
Crying makes my heart be relieved
School and friends
Are just like the night sky
They do not brighten up me
When they aren’t stars
So here I’m writing
As tears fall down my warm cheeks
Poetry makes me feel happy
But I’ve only time to do things which I truly despair
I feel so lost
I can never be found
I’m a girl
With a heartbeat no longer sound….
yeah.. hi again. hope you liked this one :( sorry but all i can say is that my life is fcking screwed up. i feel like dying