So Many Lies.

Chapter 3

Jaycee

I wake up the next morning already in a bad mood. I don't know why, but I'm not going to think about it. I get dressed for school, and eat breakfast. I kissed my mom and dad goodbye, and I headed out the door. As I get to school, I walk in and head to my locker, before the bell rung Tyga came up to my locker and created small talk.

"Wassup Jayce." He said with a smile
on his face

"Hey Ty." I said a bit confused

"How you been? You seemed kinda down lately."

"I'm good actually, but I guess your girlfriend told you about the fight we had." I said rolling my eyes

"Yea she did, but Jayce look. I loved you, and I still love you. You left me. Don't forget about that." He said

"I know Ty, but I don't think we should be talking about this." I said a little concerned

"C'mon Jay." He said grabbing my hands "You know you and I are meant to be together. Just think about it."

When the bell rung he gave me a kiss on the cheek and left. I have to admit I miss him, but he's dating Jasmine and they seem really happy together. I'm not about to be the lil selfish bitch and break them up. I don't know if I want to tell Jasmine, but this is good for her karma is a bitch.

After school, I was stopped by Justin and he asked me to give him a ride home. The car ride was silent at first, but he broke the silence by asking what happened with me and Tyga. I broke it down to him, since the car ride to his house was a little long. He told me that I shouldn't be involved with him, but honestly I love him, I need to move on, but just so happened I can't.
After I got to Justin's house I stayed there with him for a couple hours, and we just talked like we usually do. The whole time I was there all I could think about was what Michael said to me today. It was really out of the blue and weird. I was dazed in my own thoughts until I heard Justin calling my name.

"Jay? Jay?! Jay I know you hear me." He said calling my name

"Huh? What you need?" I said with a confused look on my face

"Were you even listening to me?"

"I'm sorry, I was dazed in my own thoughts." I apologized

"I can tell, what you thinking about?" He asked concerned

"I was thinking about what Ty said to me earlier, it was so weird. He was saying things like "You and I belong together" all that B.S." I said

"Jay I just don't want you to be hurt again, I know how boys think after all I am one."

"I know, but right now i'm going to play with him."

"Do whatever you want Jay, I can't stop you. All i'm trying to do is keep you out of trouble and to not look stupid."

"C'mon Justin, don't do that." I pleaded

"Do what Jay? You making it hard for me to look out for you. You're like my little sister, I don't want anything to happen to you." He said

"Okay Justin, I know. I'm a big girl let me learn from my mistakes." I said trying to get through him

"Okay Jay." He said finalizing the conversation

After the conversation we had, I grabbed my things and left. I drove home and got the rest of my homework done. My parents weren't home, so I made dinner for myself. After about twenty minutes a text message came in from an unknown number.

Unknown- Jaycee, we really need to talk. No yelling or screaming. Just a civil conversation. 8:30 pm

- Who is this? 8:31 pm

Unknown- Jasmine. 8:31 pm

-Oh,um sure. When? 8:32 pm

Jasmine- Are you available? 8:33 pm

-Yeah sure, you can come over. 8:33 pm

Jasmine- Okay, I'm on my way. 8:35 pm

That was odd because I didn't expect Jasmine to contact me wanting to talk for the third time already. I'm not mad, but it seems a little suspicious. I want to tell her that her boyfriend is
hitting on me, but I want to let her know that she hurt me and I can do
the same. I hopped in the shower before she came over, right when I got out I heard the doorbell ring. I ran downstairs and opened the door. I let her in and told her to come upstairs while I got dressed and for her to "talk".

"Jaycee, I know i've told you a million times i'm sorry, but I really miss you as being my best friend.I know that the healing process will take a while, but please just consider it." She said begging for forgiveness

"Jas, I'm not mad at you anymore. Do your thing, and I miss you too mami." I joked

"So you forgive me?" She said excited

"Yes señorita I forgive you." I said adding a little bit of Spanish

"Ahh si, hasta mañana"

"hasta mañana señorita." I responded back

She left afterwards, and I kind of feel better that were actually turning over a new leaf, but deep down I'm gone always feel some type of way. I mean would you? I really have my mind set on loyalty and honesty  because as a friend there's only certain things that you're suppose to do and not do out of respect for your friend if y'all were/are THAT close. I don't know if I'm going to continue to hold this grudge, it's not the right thing, but when you constantly tell someone how you feel it gets a little annoying after awhile.