Maybe it's not what I want; maybe it's just temporary,
but that tiny voice repeats, what if it's not?
what if you want him ever to be?
this is too much this time I say,
the desire for him ripples my entire body.
I want him to make me feel okay
and how messed up that is?
how selfish can I be?
wanting him when I never said I'd willingly give.
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selfish love
Poetryyou are confused to love and seek, you have never loved before and its scary to start now, you think of it as just mere attraction and not love but what if it is ?