darkness creates (jeff the killer)

level 24

~2 months later~

Jeff had to flee the city today, he just left. The cops started getting traces and so he had to leave. I didnt want him to go, but wasnt holding him back. Its for the best, i already know. It killed me to know I'd be alone again, like i had been for a few years. I all of a sudden got a weird feeling, running to the bathroom. I threw up everything i had in my stomach.

Oh god. Oh fuck. Not this. Not now.

But i knew what this was, but i was even more fearfull then the last time. Everyone had left, they will probably never come back. I was going to raise this child on my own, and i will get through this. I couldnt help but to start crying, nothing will happen to happen. Not this time

I wont let it.

I get up, and make myself a sandwich. I kept on hoping that jeff would bust through the door, saying he was joking. For him to run up and hug me, me to tell him, and the child to be born with his father around. But i knew it wouldnt.

I sat down on the couch, and quietly ate. If jeff ever did come back i probably wouldnt find him again. I pushed the throught to the back of my head, and looked at the bright side. Ill be doing something in my life, other then just killing people. I started to ponder things like;

Will the child want to kill

Whats the gender

What is he going to look like

What will be their interests

I smiled at the thought of raising a child. Nothing could stop me now. Nothing will hurt us, everythings going to be okay. I cant believe i have this courage, but im going to trust it.