Bitter Sweet

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When I walked into the house, I could immediately feel all eyes on me. I'm not insecure or anything, but getting this much attention at once was starting to make me a bit uncomfortable. I continued walking while subliminally looking at everyones attire.

I began silently thanking myself for choosing my Marc Jacobs dress instead of the Fashion Nova sweat suit that I was originally going to wear. The dress was definitely a better choice; considering the fact that majority of the ladies were in club attire.

The speakers were blasting "One Night" by Lil Yachty. Everyone was either dancing, smoking or drinking. I continued walking through the crowd trying to make my way to Derrick. I could see a beer pong table set up ahead of me. Anyone that knows me, knows that I love beer pong. I began walking in that direction.

"Naomi!" A deep voice yelled out from behind me.

I turned around and came face to face with Derrick!

"I was looking for you!" I yelled over the music. He pulled me into a tight hug. With him being 6'3 and me at 5'4, my face was smashed into his abdomen.

"Damn, Derrick! You gonna fuck up my makeup" I laughed while trying to scream over the music.

"My bad, baby girl." He

"Aww, you was lookin' fo me?" I said smiling and leaning in to give him a hug. He looked so good. Standing at about 6'3, deep caramel skin, the most beautiful grey eyes, tatts on his arms and deep dimples. Homeboy got it going on, forreal. And did I mention his outfit was off the chain! He had on a pair of dark blue True Religion jeans that were sagging, revealing his red polo draws, a pair of Limited Edition all red Jordans, a white shirt with the red and white 'Supreme' logo, and a Chicago Bulls snapback with the aztec customized brim that he wore backwards. Lord.

"You know I was, you lookin' bad as hell though, baby girl" He said while hugging me back.

"Thanks, you don't look too bad yourself" I mumbled into his chest. I'm only 5'4, so there was a big height difference.

We let go of each other.
"It's all good, and thanks I try, I try" He said all cocky while dusting off his shoulder.

"Boy bye witcho cocky behind. Where's ever body else?" I said laughing.

"Damn, you just gonna do me like that?" He said pretending like he was hurt, with his left hand over his heart. "But, follow me. They ghetto asses outside in the back"

He grabbed my hand and led me outside to a patio that was streamed with lights which over looked a beautiful pool. There was lots of people standing out here, so Ezra tightened his grip on my hand and we kept walking until we reached the crew. The crew consisted of bad bitches and some fine ass niggas. There was Ezra and Levis aka 'The Twins', Josue, Devante, Luke, Rashad, Bobby, Keisha, Cherish, Sariah, Ming, Lavita and of course, Me. They were the most popular kids in the school, so since I was cool with them, I was too.

Everyone greeted me and we all started talking for about 5 more minutes until 'Bad' by Wale came on. Lord knows that is my song and I wanted to dance. So I grabbed Ezra's hand and we walked back into the house where all the dancing occured. I started to rotate my hips around, swaying from side to side to the beat. I felt his strong hands wrap around my waist, as I started to grind into him. Before I knew it, everyone stopped dancing to watch us, I didn't care though.  I started to sway my hips even harder and lightly popped my ass against his now hard member while he tightened his grip, grinding with and into me. Before I knew it, the song was over and everyone started to scream out "Aye!" or "That was hot!". I smiled and pulled my dress down a little, walking over to where the punch and Sariah were.

"Sariah, quit acting like a nigga don't exist. Guh I know you want this dick!" I said, using my best Kendrick Lamar impersonation while laughing and grabbing a plastic cup, pouring myself some punch.

"I saw you dancing with Ezra over there," She said, sounding a bit jealous "you had fun?"

"Yeah, it was cool." I took a sip of my juice "you mad, ma?"

"Me? Jealous? Not really, 'cause I could get either one of yall if I wanted to." She said smirking.

"You could? So try and get me then, Mrs. Playa" I said smirking back and taking another sip of my juice, walking in front of her.

She grabbed my cup, took a sip and set it down on the granite counter top.

"You sure? Don't start none you can't finish shawty." She said, letting her country accent slip through.

"Oh, so you need my permission? I thought you got it like that Sariah."

Without another word being said, she leaned closer to me and kissed me with her soft, pink lips. She taste so sweet. Without thinking, I closed my eyes and kissed her back, licking on her bottom lip, asking for entrance. She welcomed me in and our tongues began wrestling around. For a quick moment, Trey flashed through my head and I broke the kiss. This wasn't supposed to happen. I know me and Trey weren't together officially, but I loved him with everything in me.

"I have to go..." I said walking out of the kitchen and grabbing my purse, walking out of the house to my car. As I got into Casper, all I could think about was Trey. Putting my keys in, I decided to call him. I took my phone out of my purse, unlocked it and called Trey. After three rings he answered, sounding out of breath

"Hey baby" He said breathing all heavy into the phone.

"Hey bae, I uhh.. ha-ve to uhh... I have to tell you something" I said stuttering. I hope he won't be mad. It was just a kiss right? Nothing more, nothing less. All these scenarios of what'd he say, ran in my mind like a marathon.  My vision became blurred by my tears and I layed my forehead against my stirring wheel as the tears fell. I love him, I love him so much. I hope he won't be mad. "Please don't hate me, please don't hate me" I said in my head, praying to God.... what will he say?

*Authors Note*

What do yall think?

Is Tai overreacting?

What do you think Trey will say?

How do you think Sariah feels?

And also, I'm thinking about changing it from a Lesbian love story to a straight love story? Tell me what ya think!! & VOTE

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