Mafia's Young Women

PART 20

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Taehyung: I'm sorry yn .
( He cupped your cheeks)
Taehyung: sorry for abandoning you in the past , for my cousin behaviour. That he raped you about all the mess which I created in your life .....
I..I know I d..don't deserve your forgiveness but I'll still ask for it .
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I'm.... I'm really sorry yn .

( You got stunned that how did he got to know that you were  raped and everything which happened in the  past after he left you . You jerked his hands gently from your cheeks which made taehyung frown .)

Yn: h..how did you know about it?
Taehyung: jimin told me everything. I'm so ashamed of myself. I'm a very bad husband, a bad father and a bad person..... I just thought about myself but not about you please please forgive me .
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( There was silence for almost 2 minutes in the room then you spoke .)

Yn: I ... I don't know what to do or what to say. It's really hard. My mind is conflicting with many thoughts . I need time .

( Saying this you ran to your room and closed the door from inside)

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ONE WEEK LATER ...
In this one week you tried to stay away from taehyung as much as you can ...like you left for bakery early before he wakes up and comes home late ..
Meanwhile taehyung who was still feeling guilty but he was somewhere hurt by my previous actions too but it wasn't much big then the guilt he is feeling.....cause he is the one who ruined her life ....
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One day..
Yn came home late , it was almost 11pm ...she silently entered the house and saw all the lights were off indicating taehyung and their daughter is already slept ...
She went to the kitchen and drank water ...
She was also feeling guilty for her actions but how because of taehyung her life became like this ...she don't know what to do and what not ...
She drank water and went to her room...
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After taking a cold water shower she came out and wore her pyjamas.

Suddenly she heard a knock on her room door...she knew that it must be taehyung cause Taemin don't knock before entering she just used to barged in her room ...
Her heart skipped a beat ...she don't know how she'll face taehyung, why is he here ??..
She opened the door .
The person was taehyung..

Yn: what happened ?
Taehyung: can I talk to you for a minute...I just want to make things clear and clear all the mess I had created...
Yn: no
She  said coldly and was about to close the door on his face when taehyung stopped her by putting his hand on the door ...
She tried to close the door but he was strong and he just barged in and locked the door from inside

Yn: what the hell ....I told you I don't want to .
Taehyung held her shoulders gently trying to make her understand
Taehyung: please, don't shut me out like this ... please it hurts I'm already too much in guilt because of my actions.....let me explain please
Yn: fineee, say it
Taehyung gently made her sat on the bed and sat beside her .....
He took a long breath before speaking.....

Taehyung: yn, look I'm really sorry for what I did , for all the mess I had created but ....but I didn't thought that my actions will take this turn ....
After our marriage I thought that I'll leave you after you gave birth to my child because you were just a teenager at that time ...
I thought that if I'll leave you you'll go back to your parents, will continue your studies and make a better future for yourself..
I.....i really didn't thought that this would happen....about my brother...
I know it's really hard ......I was truely unaware that he is that kind of man .....that he would rape her own sister in law .....
Yn: and you didn't even budge to check up on me ...that if I'm okay or am I happy or whatever....
Taehyung: no...I did but there was no trace of you , your parent anything.....jimin told me that he took you with him....
I was....I was so confused about my feelings..... my feelings towards you.....the time we spent together in that time ....i...I.. really fell in love with you but I don't know why I wasn't ready to accept it ....i swear ....
And.....and when I got to know what you did in the bar ......I got really hurt...like really really hurt ....

( He said in a low voice ....his eyes got slight teary ....she noticed it and gulped .....she realised that it was really bad she really hurted him and seeing his teary eyes her heart cleanched........... taehyung let out a trembling exhale before speaking further....)

Taehyung: I'm -- I'm really sorry yn... please forgive me ... please...
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THERE WAS A MINUTE SILENCE ..
Just his soft whimpers and without thinking unknowingly she hugged him....the hug filled with the hidden love , care , softness .... which she herself wasn't able to know/ find ..
Taehyung was shocked but then he wrapped his arms around her waist firmly but not tight . He was feeling light . He buried his face in the crook of her neck feeling calm with her scent .
For 3 whole minutes they were still in the same position and then she slowly pulled..

Taehyung: i... I just... thanks for listening but ..can I say something... please
Yn: go ahead .
( She said with no emotions )
Taehyung: even though I did a lot bad with you but....your actions...your previous actions hurted me alot ... I'm just accepting it that this is my punishment for what I did with you but it still hurts ..alot ....
Yn: i didn't do that intentionally...i..I had my own reasons..I know I did wrong..and .....and I just don't want to give any justifications for that ..
Taehyung: we both ...we both were wrong ...
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Yn: I think you should sleep.. it's quite late..
( Taehyung slowly got up to leave but before leaving he looked at her and softly)
Taehyung: can we ...can we get together back ....not like we were used to but...in a good way ?
( She didn't said anything and looked away towards the window. Taehyung sigh...)
Taehyung: take your time .
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