Diaper Delight Daycare

Explaining

Me: I can assure you I do have a great explanation for this.
Mom: Well then go ahead.

Me: Have you noticed my mental state in the past ten days?
Mom: You know I don't pay too much attention because of my work.
Me: The point is I have been in a better mood than normal in the last 10 days because of this.
Mom: How does that make you feel better?
Me: It kinda reminds me of dad. Because I haven't seen him in years.
Mom: You are only saying that because he liked this side.
Me: No it was because it let me not hide part of myself. I know you aren't a fan of me working at a daycare for all ages but this does make me happy.
Mom: Well I guess if that is truly true then I guess there is not too much wrong with that.
Me: So, are you good with this?
Mom: Under 2 conditions
Me: Name them.
Mom: You still can't go into the room your dad had you in. As well you change your own diaper, I don't want to change you.
Me: Alright. You have a deal. So you are good with this as long as I don't rope you this side.
Mom: Just don't involve me with this.

Well I am not exactly happy with that result but that definitely could have been worse. So now it is just I am still allowed to work there I just can't involve mom. Then two things occurred to me. One is I can sleep without hiding the fact I am wearing a diaper. Because I have tried pretty hard to hide that. I don't have to do that anymore. Two is I realized I actually don't know how to change my own diaper. I am pretty sure I would need that skill if she isn't going to indulge in this.

Honestly I slept better knowing I didn't need to hide this anymore. After I got up it was time to go to work. I then went to it. Apparently the CEO visits in 3 days. I am interested in what he is like. Then Mona came up to me.

Mona: You ok?
Me: Yeah.
Mona: How did she react to it?
Me: Quite well actually.
Mona: Really? What did you say?
Me: Just that this is a very enjoyable job for me.
Mona: That seems too easy.
Me: I would agree. Anyway I have a question for you.
Mona: Sure.
Me: When it is time to check and change everyone can you show me how to change my own diaper?
Mona: You don't know how to do that?
Me: Surprisingly no.
Mona: Huh. Well of course.

So when we got to that point she brought me into one of the changing room stalls. Then she was going to show me. Honestly I have forgotten she wears diapers for comfort. So she explained and showed me how to take the old diaper off without it leaking if that was the case and told me how to put on the new one tight but not too tight. She then asked if I got it. I said yes and then she asked me to do it myself. I was able to do it perfectly on the first try. Almost like I am good with this kinda thing or something.

Nothing else really interesting happened that day. Just the typical stuff. One thing notable though is three days in a row now I have been intentionally wetting my diaper at work. It is getting easier, I haven't tried doing the other thing though since the first time. The only thing that occurred to me is now I could become diaper dependent if I want to. That was my original goal, I can actually do that now. Anyway, I got home and wanted to change into night clothes. Then apparently my drawer had stuff that definitely wasn't in there before. It was now filled with diapers. Which definitely meant mom did this. Because she knows I just took off my pants and just slept in my shirt and diaper.

When I woke up I felt a very cold and painful feeling. I then stood up and saw it.

The white diaper I was wearing was completely yellow, I had almost filled it to capacity. It was very close to leaking. I guess these were made for older people. It was very cold so this must have been a pretty long time ago. I was wondering though why I was feeling pain, so I grabbed a fresh diaper and went to the bathroom. I took the dirty one off and looked at my area in the mirror. It was all red and sore, I put the new diaper on then I realized what happened.

I must have wet myself sometime early in the night that somehow didn't wake me up. I haven't actually done that in years. And then I remember what Mona said to me once. I kept a wet diaper on too long. The pain I was feeling was because I have gotten a diaper rash. This is going to make this day and the next one extremely difficult.