Behind the scenes

Chapter2: I really hate you

It was just a Sunday night and I was chilling on my couch and suddenly the door opened and Mia entered being a little too happy.
"You are selected for another series , Isa" she went to the other side of the couch.
"Oh,sweet" my calendar is a little busy but I'm sure we can handle a new movie between my shows. I'm going on tour in less than a month.
"About what" I opened my phone to make a story on instagram.
"It's a classic serial where a shy girl falls in love with the high school heartdrop guy." She looks so suspicious right now, she's one hundred percent hiding something.
"I hate that kind of movie, doesn't they know I'm not eighteen anymore?"
"That's not our biggest problem, Isa and I think you will be really mad about what I am going to tell you" I just waited for her to drop the bomb.
"Oh, come on you are scaring me, what is it?"
"The bully is Noah" she really tried to hide her smile but failed miserably.
"What the fuck, no, not happening. Isn't it enough that I see him every single day? Now I need to act AGAIN with him and see him more?" I think I am going to have a heart attack or maybe I am going to kill someone.
He is the bully in real life though so the character will match him perfectly, stop thinking about him Isabella!
"Come on Isa, just think about the audience you will have. The last movie you did together was a really hit, but a series? The fans will be in a dream world!"
"I really don't know what to say Mia, I'm so tired of him" and his girlfriend but I don't say that out loud.
" He already agreed so you need to agree too. Do you want your image to look worst because you didn't want to shoot a series with your boyfriend?"
"Oh God, I really hate this. Is it bad that I want to have a normal life just once?" I miss the days when nobody knew who I was and I could just go to the store without being abuse by the paparazzi.
"No sweetie, but that is the path you choose so now you need to endure it. Gotta go, I will call you later to give you the details. Love you!"
"Yeah, love you too!"
Just as she exited I got a phone call from the devil.
"What?" 
"That is not how you should answer your boyfriend, baby" He's always mocking me.
Why didn't you tell the productor that you don't want to shoot a series with me?"
" And why would I do that?" Is he really seriously right now or is he drunk?
"Amm because you need to spend more time with me?" I could feel him rolling his eyes.
"But I really want to spend more time with my beautiful girlfriend. It's awesome how rapidly you got mad".
"But you hate this!" I think I am talking to a wall.
" Not as much as I want  to see you all mad." "Noah who are you taking to?" That must be his Francesca.
"No one" Ok, I don't know why it hurts that bad when he says it.
"Gotta go, baby.See you on set!"
After he ended the phone call I went to the bathroom and see myself in the mirror.
I don't know why it still hurts me so much his presence and his world.
"I really hate you so much, Noah Castello"
Now my Sunday night is ruined because of those two. Sometimes I think about what I did so wrong in my past life to have this fate right now.
I went to the kitchen to get a glass of wine, I guess one night without being on diet is not that bad.
I'm not a fat person, many people told me that , but is just an insecure thing I feel about myself. And probably because of my last boyfriend Adam who always told me that I gained weight and I need to look at what I eat.
Yeah, mans are just so fucking rude!