Bad girls

chapter 2

The alarm I was so used to woke me up once again, it was the same boring morning I always went through. But this particular morning didn't feel like the usual. "Trippy" I said to myself out loud. I looked at myself in the mirror. DING. I cuecked my phone. It was zane. His text asked, "can i ask you an important question by the choir room?" "Sure dumbass" i put my phone down. How ugly was I? I didn't feel this ugly yesterday. It was a skill issue, I decided. I slipped off my shirt, now wearing only a bra and my stupid spiderman boxers. DING. I checked my phone again. It was her, the fucking butterflies came back. The message read, "send a pic for your contact?" I replied "sure, give me a min" the first intention was to call nate. Pick up pick up pick up. The phone picks up and I scream "took you long enough nate! I need help the hot girl just asked for a pic. My horny ahh wants to send a Pic in my bra and boxers? Should I?" He genuinely answered "go for it girl" and hung up. What a fucking gay dumbass. I love him tho. I take a quick Pic of myself sitting by the mirror sticking my tongue out. I hit send and throw my phone across the room when it almost immediately dings. I ungracefully picked it up and rapidly opened the text, "thanks you are so pretty 😊" I replied with a "😊" and got dressed. I picked out a cute white lace tanktop and short nike pros. I put on my pf fliers, almost to nervous to tie the laces. I Felt hot all over, like I was gonna vomit. I laid on my floor and breathed heavily. Get up vada don't be so petty. I thought to myself. I sat at my vanity, delicately cleansing my face, putting on serum, the toner, then moisturizer. I decided to only curl my eyelashes and use lipgloss. I hear the bus horn honk. Oh shit. I run out grabbing my backpack in a hurry, just barely making it for the bus.

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"NO FUCKING WAY!!!" I scream and laugh. I hadn't laughed so hard in so long. "That's what you wanted to tell me zane?" He looked at me astonished. "Well...yea?" I snorted "Your gay!? So who do you like?" He looks away embarrassed. I feel kinda bad. "Nate..." he says quietly. I laugh even more and walk off. Nate will love to hear this. I walk into first period. My heart immediately sinks. She's not in this class.
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I doodled through the lesson about Shakespeare. I caught myself doodling an M with a heart. Maybe it's more than just a girl crush. "Vada, hand me your paper right now! Don't be planning on passing anything!" "I wasn't Mrs. McGrath, I was just doodling."
"Talk back again, and it's detention!"
She ripped the paper from my hands. And to my horror she started reading it out loud.
"I love M! Can't stop thinking about M. Who is this M vada?" I hold back tears and go silent.
My only thought was, don't blink, blink and you'll cry.
I sat flustered the whole rest of the peirod.
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I kept track of all the classes I was in with Makenzie.
1, no
2,no
3, yes
4, yes
5, yes
6, yes
Flex, yes
I went to grab a pen out of my backpack. I look down and start panicking. I forgot them at home. "M..ma...Makenzie," a lump catches in my throat, "can I borrow a pen?" She hands me a sanrio pen and smiles that smile I have grown to love.