"My Sun"
The sunshine's beauty never faltered
Its rays are everywhere and shining bright
Its touch was always comforting and right
I remember how I fell to my knees
Hoping that the sun was still in the sky
I cried when I could only see the moon
The moon had overtaken my baby
Its warm touch slipped through my cold fingers
And I cursed that I would never hold onto
That warmth that eventually scorched me alive
Because I knew that I would get attached
Over and over and over again
I wrote this because around winter I start to get sick and a lot of bad memories start kicking in including my sleep paralysis and nightmares. And it is really terrible, I really hate it and I wish there was a cure. I recently kept grieving about my childhood best friend who passed away from stage 4 lung cancer which really impacted my life in a negative way.
