vents / yapp session

fucking mother things pt.2

im so fucking mad rn

would it be wrong for me to say that my mom is a selfish entitled bitch ?

ion even care if its wrong for me to say that bc this woman dont give a single shit about my feelings

all she thinks about is herself, herself, and herself

got mad at me cuz I couldn't hear her

gurl

you were in the laundry and I was in my room

how TF was I supposed to hear you ?

and then she has nerve to spill my business out to literally EVERYBODY

that shit just aggravates me like wtf 

I was on a call w my childhood best friend that I haven't talked to in years

and guess what my mom said once she knew I was on a call w her ?

"you better not stay up till 2 am like you did w that boy"

LIKE STFUUUU

GODDAMN

I DID NOT STAY UP TILL 2 AM

IT WAS 11 PM

BFFR

AND IT WASNT JUST A BOY

I HAD MANY FRIENDS THAT WERE BOYS AND GIRLS THAT CALL ME

LIKE WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM

THEN SHE HAS THE NERVE TO TALK ABOUT THAT TO MY DAD AND BROTHER TELLING THEM THAT HE'S MY BOYFRIEND

LIKE CAN I NOT BE FRIENDS WITH A BOY NOW ?

GIRLS DO THE SAME THING HE DOES TO ME, DO DOES THAT MEAN I'M DATING THEM TOO ?

NO

AND MY MOM IS VERY FUCKING RELIGIOUS SO IF I TELL HER THAT I'M BI THEN ANY GIRL THAT DOES THAT, SHE'S GONNA THINK IM DATING THEM

LIKE LET ME BE WOMANNNNN

LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONEEEEEE

AND YESTERDAY IN CHURCH WE LEARNED ABOUT HOW PARENTS SHOULD RAISE THEIR KIDS

AND I JUST KNOW THIS WOMAN THINKS SHE'S DOING A GOOD JOB

ESPECIALLY BC LITERALLY EVERYBODY SAYS SHE'S A GOOD MOTHER WHENEVER I COMPLAIN

LIKE GIRL NO

YOU ONLY SEE THE GOOD SIDE OF HER BC SHE'S FAKING IT TO SEEM LIKE A GOOD PERSON INFRONT OF YOU

BUT WHEN YOU'RE NOT HERE

SHE'S LITERALLY SO MEAN

SHE DOESN'T KNOW HOW MUCH HER WORDS HURT

I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS TALKING TO ONE OF THE SISTERS FROM CHURCH WHO IS LIKE 27 YEARS OLD

AND I KINDA VENTED

LIKE I DIDNT MEAN TO

IT JUST CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH AND AFTER I SAID ALLAT THEN I REALIZED I VENTED

I NEVER TOLD ANYONE WHAT I FELT AND I JUST EXPOSED MY FEELINGS

BUT SHE DIDN'T SAY THAT MY MOM WAS A GOOD MOM OR NOT

SHE JUST SAID TO GET DOING WHAT GOD WANTS AND I'LL BE OK

BC HER MOM WAS REALLY RUDE TOO

BUT SHE ONLY SAID THAT BC SHE PROBABLY RELATE AND BC SHE'S YOUNG

BUT WHEN IT WAS ANOTHER SISTER

SHE LITERALLY SAID I HATED MY MOM

LIKE AT THAT TIME I DIDNT 

BUT NOW I DO

AND YK WHY SHE SAID THAT ?

BC FOR SOME REASON IM THE RUDEST, DISRESPECTFUL CHILD 

AND YK THAT REALLY HURT

I ACTUALLY STARTED CRYING NGL

CUZ SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW MY LIFE

AND SHE'S TELLING ME THAT THAT'S WHAT I FEEL ??

OH HELL  NAH

BUT WHENEVER I TOLD HER WHAT MY MOM DOES TO ME 

SHE'S ALL LIKE

"OH BUT THAT'S BC SHE CARES ABOUT YOU"

NO SD HE FUCKING DOENST 

DONT EVER SSAY THAT EVER AGAIN

ISTG WHENEVER SOMEONE SAYS THAT TO ME MY BLOOD STARTS BOILING FRFR

I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING SOMEONE OR SMTH

BUT ANYWAYS

I THINKS THAT'S IT FOR THIS RANT

I THINKS ITS KINDA LONG 😭😭

I HAVE MORE THINGS TO SAY ABOUT THIS WOMAN BUT MAYBE ILL SAY IT ANOTHER TIME

BUT YEA

LETS CONTINUE TO SLAYY