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004

HARLEM

today was just a normal day at school I mean, I had to talk to Ethan again unfortunately

I got ready and did my norm routine for the morning and said bye to my mom who was cheesing mad hard at her phone
Ig she was otp w my dad who was on a business trip

I made it too my first period and sat next to Ethan ofc

"Hey Dejj"

"Wassup harr"

I tried to be nice to Ethan and give him a small wave with a awkward upside down smile

Notti always thought it was the small things that matter, Harlem didn't know how that small wave at him made him feel inside

"Okay I'm going to take attendance and we can get started"

So she took attendance and she told us to come up with materials to make our project
And then we had to go up for her approval

So extra.

"Mk what we need"

"Shi idk wood"

"K" I wrote it down

"You- you good?"

"Yea"

"So we need screws right?"
I said

"Mhm"

"What are we gonna use to cut it tho?"

"My dad got stuff I can see if he got something"

"Bet"

It was so awkward but I forgot how to start up conversations with him
Back then we used to spark up about anything and talk for hours

Once we were done talking I ended up zoning out remembering the day we broke up

FLASHBACK

"Bro Notti  all you ever do is be in this bitch face bro and when you not talking to her you're talking to your homies bro"

"Bro Harlem I told you she's my friend, she was my friend before you even came around dic"

"Okay that's fine but damn you don't even acknowledge me and when I ask you about it you act like I'm the fucking problem bro"

"Bro Harlem shut up bro"

"What? I'm telling you how I feel and you gon tell me to shut up?"

"Are you fucking serious!" I raised my voice loud enough for my mom to hear

"Bro chill"

"No bro get the fuck out I hate your fucking soul bro"

"Igh"

"Harlem" Ethan called me

"Hmm?" I gazed my attention towards him

"You straight? We gotta show the teacher"

"O-oh yea cmon"

Notti could tell she was off but he didn't know what it was, Harlem didn't know either

So we showed the teacher and she approved and told us we would start Monday

We finally got to lunch and I wouldn't say I'm sad but I'm definitely not happy
I'm just idk

So Dej and Jayda decide to sit with dd and Ddot and Ethan ofc ..

"Bro do we gotta sit here"

"Girlll you'll be fine" Jayda said.

"I guess" I had a small smile

-

So sitting with them wasn't so bad I mean, me and Ethan didn't even talk so it was fine.

When we got to math class Notti had asked me to unblock him since we would have to talk for our project

So I did that and soon I was off back home

Finally.

HOME

I was at my desk playing Roblox on my laptop when I got a text from "Notti❤️" I remembered how I used to call him Notti the nick name I had gave him so then he had made his rap name

I immediately changed the name to Ethan

Ethan
Wsg

Me:
Hi

Ethan
So like when we gon get the shi for the project

Me:
I got wood in my garage I'll see if it's some screws later

Ethan
Igh
Harlem loved a messaged

Harlem knew Ethan just wanted to text her, she knows him like the back if her hand

After playing Roblox I decided it was time for bed, I was mad tired

I went to sleep hoping I would feel better the next day

I guess I was off  because I kinda missed him..
not the bad times
But the good times when we would die laughing tg

Every time u think abt it I get sad
Even though I thought I was done

♡