My ex-almost
16-07-2015
Sometimes it's funny
But mostly it's not
How we could be so much
But remained just a thought
So many nights I spent
Dreaming of you awake
But it was kinda waste
Since a move was what I didn't make
Years gone by
And opportunities lost
But in my heart you remained
As my ex-almost
Had my fears
And hesitation
Stuck debating whether
It was love or infatuation
I never got to know
Whether it could be worth it
Could we be soul mates
Or rather misfit
And then years passed by
Many opportunities lost
But in my heart you remained
As my ex-almost
I never told you
But you were probably aware
So many times I wanted to reach
But I didn't dare
I remember
yearning to hold you
Touch you, feel you
Express my feelings for you
But you were never mine
Not certain of what I lost
But you remained in my heart
As my ex-almost
