Fuck You • a.i

Cries And Next Fall

K A C Y

I cuddled closer to ashton's chest, listening to his heartbeat. I looked at him and studied his features. I began to peck his lips, making him wake up from his nap. He began to kiss back.

I straddled his legs, kissing him deeper. I grinding my hips into his, earning a groan from him.

"Baby stop." He said. 

I frowned.

"I just want your first time to be special, not on a couch watching lifetime movies." He explained. I nodded.

"I just want to do it before I leave for academy next fall." I spoke. 

I got accepted to the college I applied for. It was great at first, but then I realized I was going to leave ashy behind.

His jaw clenched. He is not happy about next fall either.

"Listen Ashton, I know your gonna miss me, but I will call everyday and visit every holiday." I told him.

"It doesn't fucking matter! I am gonna miss you." He exclaimed.

It was silent for a couple minutes.  

"I'm sorry." He choked out.

He was crying

"Baby don't cry." I said softly. 

Tears welled up in my eyes as I hugged him close.

Fuck you next fall