The beach...

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Jenna P.O.V

We arrived to the beach and...um.....oh no.louis is walking my way...!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO??

Louis: umm....hey

Jenna: hey

Louis: umm...jenna I-I don't want things to be awkward...that night was a mistake...

Jenna: mistake??ahh...okay

That really hurts... He said it's a fucking mistake. At that louis looked at me and his face change... Is he regretting what he said? I don't know but there's something in me that hope so...

Louis: noo.... That's not what I meant

Jenna: what did u meant louis??

Louis: I mean it wasn't a mistake...I-I mean that it was to fast....nooo!! That's not what-

I cut him of and said

Jenna: WHATEVER LOUISS

I turn around and run... He was a jerk... I hate him so much... I Run to the bathroom and begin to cry i didn't now why it always happens to me. Why?? It's always like tha even my first love did that every body did that... I hate my self. Why?? Why?? What is it I'm not good for him.... What I'm saying is stupide...of cours I'm not good....than i heard the bathroom door open...it was jessica

Jess: hey.. Want to talk?

Jenna: not really...

Jess: hey...he didn't mean it

Ok so now I was angry!"THEN WHAT DID HE MEAN JESS"!!?? She stayed frozen for like more than 10 secondes and I was feeling bad... It wasn't her fault! My canine door was already open so I went and hugged her, she imidiatly hugged me back like it was a reflex"I'm sorry jessyy,it's not your fault...I didn't mean to scream at you" i said while we pulled out of the hug."no prob jennoww, I understand that u are upset..." She said" thanks..." We got in silence,but not an awkward silence, it was a normal silence."soo...her's you're bikini' she said with a smile splattered on her face. Oh no...oh no! Not a bikini!!! She know I'm so insecure when I'm in a bikini!!!!!!

Jess: jenna..gooo

Jenna: bu-

Jess: there's no but go in and change now

I didn't talk I just turned to go change.... When the door closed Jess said

" jenna don't be like that about your body"

Jenna: be what??

Jess: you know what I-

She stopped talking when I got out...she was looking at me with her month dropped

Jenna: okay....I know it's n-

She cut me of and said:

" shut up.... Omgg.... You are beautiful it's amazayn :):):)

Jenna: no! Eww! Look at me...

I looked in the mirror to see myself" ...I look fate an-

jess: no you don't

jess: pff louis already saw you naked so why would you care ?!

jenna: jess ! but anyways louis said it was a mistake so my body is for sure ugly...

jess: he didnt meen it like that !

jenna: than how did he meen it jess ?!?

she didnt answer for about 2 minutes until she finally said: '' maybe he meant that...that...'' i cut her off saying: '' yeah thats i thought jess...he regrets it...he regrets that we sleeped together,he regrets that we kissed,i bet he even regrets that he came outside to see why i was out there and maybe even the part that he met me...'' i didnt realise i was crying till then...jess open than closed her mouth trying to find something to say but not a sound come out,then she finally spoke

jess: look i dont care if hes a singer or famous but ur much more special then he is and you shouldnt cry and waste your time thinking about a guy that u barly know.he said that because he wanted to take it slow. you guys rushed it too fast...

jenna: but we didnt even strated it...whatever did you bring me shorts ?

she looked a little suprised but she answered: '' humm yeah actually i brought it '' then she handed me the swim short i put it on, i wipped my tears then we went out.

louis P.O.V

is that jenna...she looked like shes been crying ! its my fault, i shouldnt have told her it was a mistake ! i feel so bad ! 

harry P.O.V 

is louis crying ? wait what ? louis doesnt cry !

it must be serious 

harry: are you ok ? 

louis : ya...ya..im fine 

he tried to hide his face 

harry: dude your crying ! whats wrong ? 

louis : i made her cry...

harry : what ? how ? 

louis: well, i told her that what we did last night was a mistake and... well now she was crying 

harry: how did you know she was crying ?

louis : its obvious harry 

harry : no its not ! her eyes are not red and puffy and shes not sniffing... and she has a big smile splatered on her face ! 

louis: oh come on !! you dont have to see red eyes or hear sniffing to know that someone is crying 

harry : then how do you know she was crying ?

louis : you can perfectly see it in her eyes

harry ; no you cant !! look at her shes laughing like theres no tomorow 

louis : look , i dont know... i just... i just know okay ? theres something different about her smile that isnt right. her eyes doesnt shine when she is laughing and shes not hyper like she eas before...

harry : but you just met her yesterday...

louis :i dont know ! i feel like i met her years ago but i cant remember ! just stop asking questions would you ?!?!??

i felt like he was lying when he said that...

harry : okayy... but wait ! you told her it was a mistake.. ?

louis : yes...

harry : why did you tell her that ?

louis : i dodnt mean it harry... its just that i didnt find anything to say so it just slipped out of my mouth ! i just regret it sooo much !!

harry ; you regret whta ? sleeping with her ?

louis : noo ! of course not ! i regret saying it was a mistake :( 

and then the tears dropped. i know he just couldnt hold his tears anymore. he was already holding the tears from when eleanor and he broke up. i hugged him and we stayed for a couple of minutes then we heard someone coming, i turned around and saw liam he was sending me questioning looks son i just shooked my head. he got the hint that i was gonna tell him after. he came and hugged luis while he cried. our groupw was pretty far so they couldnt notice. i took the opportunity to go talk to jenny about whats going on. when i arrived there i took a look at everyone, they were all laughing about something. i looked at jenna and she was laughing histericly...i dont know what rells louis she was crying... i then looked at jenny. she was talking with zayn. she looked up at me and saw me , she smiled and gave me a look that say '' what ?'' i tried to make a sexy sign to tell her to come and talk to me but i failed and she laughed at me...but she understtod and walked to me with that little cute smi- waiit ! i dont even know this girl all i actually know about her is that shes josh's friend , and that she is H.O.T 

jenny: hey styles wahtsup ?

harry : hey wanna go swim ?

jenny : No thanks ! im gonna tan for awhile and then i'll come 

harry : okay...ummmm

i looked behind her then screamed : '' who wants to swim ? '' then all the groupe of 6 people were running to the beach... even louis came ! i looked at jenny and saw her getting her iphone so she can listen to music , she looked at me and smiled so i smiled back and ran to the beach to the crazy groupe that i call my friends.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 05, 2014 ⏰

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