Im not really sure where this story is going it will most likely be completly unedited unless people actually read it... then maybe ill look into that. Its a work in progress, and will most likely not have scheduled updates.. soo idk let me know what u think??
Prologue
Do you ever wish you could go back, back to a moment in time where everything was perfect, when you knew where you were going who your friends were, which ones to trust with your secrets which ones that you knew could never keep one. The time when your parents argued less, and coming home wasn’t the most dreadful thing you could imagine. It’s sad that that’s what my life has become, me waiting on something to happen to bring me back to that time of perfection. I am 21 years old and while all my friends are discussing about future jobs and graduation, I’m stuck in a rut. I’ve never been one to make decisions I usually just go with the flow. So making a decision about how I want to spend the rest of my life could be the hardest one I will ever have to face. Will I ever make it? Will I make the right choice or in a few months from now will I be in this exact spot pondering the same thing.
Who will I be?
Amie, that’s my name no it’s not pronounced like Amy but Am-e my parents were very creative when naming me. I was told like every other child that ever was to be what they wanted to be and to “follow your dreams”. But in my house what they are really saying is follow whatever dreams I want you to have, despite of what you actually want to do. And it took 20 years of my life to learn this, and no I am learning to finally make my own decisions, sort of. Trying to build yourself as a person while trying to decide your life is hard and difficult especially for someone who is very indecisive like me, but let’s go back to where it all began, when I became reliant on others for decision making and apparently deciding my life.
