🌸 | Minsung #: 💭
Minho meets the love of his life Han but one day he will suddenly wake up with that boy missing... He knows Han is ill in many ways I knew this was gonna happen one day..
He regrets sleeping that night.
I watched the year go by fast. The people I have met. The people who have left. Still no sign of any hope in this world. What is the purpose of me in this world. I'm weak. I'm ill. Is there even point of trying with everything God has given me? There isn't even a point anymore. I try my best but yet here I am rotting in bed. Nothing to do nothing I can see. No one who understands the pain I'm in.
- Jisung
I got up from my bed trampled through the messy room leaving my book on my crowded table that hasn't been cleaned. I checked the time
15:26
School would end in 4 minutes... Maybe I'll be able to see Felix. But then again Felix is busy... Felix got a boyfriend and now never hangs out with me. "Guess I'm lonely again" I thought to myself... I heard my door knob twist I turned around to see my mom..
"Son you have to start going back to school or I'm gonna have to pay fines..." My mother had said that in a very quiet voice knowing that it's gonna harm me but I have to listen "Okay mother.. Thanks for telling me..." I said quietly
I grab my phone and open up Instagram
Lixie <3
Hey Felix... I know we don't talk much anymore but I have to start going back to school.. So I guess I'll see you tomorrow lix..
Hey sungie! I can't wait to see you again <3 there's a new boy in our friend group and he's single~ heehheeh love you sung!! <33 seen 15:40
I read that message slowly and sighed.. I was never really interested in relationships but I really needed one.. Maybe it'll help my health?
I went to the table once again grabbed my book. Slowly opened the next page the yellow paper made me want to write my feelings down
Dear diary
December 1st 2016.
The memories are fading and I'm scared I'm gonna lose you... Though no one would be scared of losing me...
I just wish once somebody would be afraid to loose me but that's impossible.. I'm always the back up friend.. This is why I never socialize. It was a whole joke about me being 'Anti social' then people realized it wasnt some joke.
I've never wanted to say someone is bad but sometimes... You never treat someone you love like that.. I thought I was your friend but I got pushed back... I was like nothing to Him though my only real friend left... He moved from Korea to Japan when I was 6... I can't quite remember his name.. My memories are fading quickly but his name started with M
- Jisung
Buzz
A noise came from my phone
> new notification from Instagram
Minzoo_ho3 has followed you
I recognized the starting of the name but I ignored it and followed him back...
I might've stalked his account a bit...
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Minzoo_ho3 December has hit 📷
Comments...
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Chapter 1 finished!!
This is my first time writing a book like this so please be mindful of my writing skills 🐱 Anyways thanks!!
