Hear My Prayers.

Chapter 1

(Cataleya in multimedia)
Excuse my mistakes.

Cataleya 'Bella' Whitney

STOPPP PLEASE ,DON'T HURT ME !!!' I screamed on the top of my lungs trying to get out of my stepfather strong grip.
He had me pinned down on my bed trying to make his way inside of me.

'Shut the fuck hoe and take this goddamn dick' He said as he continued to rape me.

I couldn't do nothing because he was way too strong . Out of the corner of my eyes I saw my mother looking at what was happening but she couldn't do nothing. Her face showed sympathy but her actions didn't . I always ask myself why I had to go through all of this .Why me ? What did I do wrong to be treated like this ?
Joey's grunts brought me out of my thoughts indicating that he had bust his nut inside off me . Tears escaped my eyes making my vision blur . He got of me with a devilish smile making me feel disgusting. He slapped my right thigh extra hard making me flinch because off the pain that I had between my thighs.

'Thanks for the quick nut babygirl' He said walking out of my room like nothing happend. I layed in my bed crying and crying , that's the only thing that I could do.
I felt my bed dip causing me to look from under my thin covers.
My mother was trying to apologize but I did not want to hear any of it. Why is she helping me now when I needed her a few minutes earlier.

'Mommy is soo sorry baby, I....'

'I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT MOM , WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM HUH , WHY??' I yelled making her jump back almost falling off the bed.

'Just get out, mom.' I demanded her through gritted teeth.

She pulled her clothes straight before exiting my bedroom. The light were already of so I just cried myself to sleep.

"I hope that someday this will stop forever"

...

'Beep beep beep'

My alarm beeped waking me up making me groan.When I wanted to turn around I felt a horrible pain between my legs. It brought all memories back from what happens yesterday. It made me want to throw up.

I tried to get out of my cranky , half broken bed with all the might that I had. Making my way towards the bathroom I almost fell because my knees hurted so bad. With all the strength that I had I made it to bathroom. I stood in front of the mirror looking at my face wich had a couple of bruises. I touched the fresh bruise that joey had did to me last night. By touching it , I flinched because of the pain.

I began to pull my clothes off to take a shower. I let the shower run for awhile to have some warm water. When there was warm water I stepped in the shower but carefully because I knew that it would hurt. I cut the shower off after I had showered enough. I dried myself off with the towel that I was using for a year now. After I dried myself off I quickly brushed my teeth .

When I was dressed up I walked to my mirror . I wore a black hoodie, blue jeans but they were dirty and black look-a-like All Stars.

I grabbed my old backpack heading downstairs . I noticed that it was very quiet so I knew that my mother and Joey weren't home. I sighed out of relieve because than I wouldn't have to face that bastard. Walking inside the kitchen I saw my 6 year old little sister Rochelle sitting at the table looking sad. I knew something was up by the way she was looking.

What's wrong Chelle?' I asked her

She looked up at me with those beautiful brown eyes that I loved about her. I had a gorgeous little sister who was very smart for her age. I hate that she has to go through all of this mess. But she always brought a smile on my face .I adored her soo much.

'There's nothing to eat, Bella and I haven't ate since yesterday ' She said with glossy eyes. She always called me Bella because she said that Cataleya was a long name.

Just looking at her made me almost break down but I had to be strong for her. I walked towards the refrigerator looking inside, it was empty like always.
I searched in the cabinets looking for food but didn't find anything. I groaned out off frustration.
My payday was today so we could get something from the store later on.

'Listen babygirl , I get my check today so we can go buy some food okay' I said trying to calm her down crying. She nodded her head hugging me tight, I tightly hugged her back not wanting to let go. I let her go because otherwise we would be late for school.

'Rochelle we have to go now '

' I'm going to get my backpack really quick okay' she said as she jumped out of her seat getting her bag from the couch. When she took it we quickly head out to school. Our walk contains 25 minutes, it was a long walk but Chelle always made the time pass by.

While we were walking I saw a black on black Range Rover passing by. It always rode pass us on our way to school , it became my dream car. I wish I could have such an amazing car, but I can't even effort myself some clothes.

I opened the door for Rochelle so she could inside the school. Walking her to her class I saw the most populair boy at my school Di'Angelo Cruise. He was walking with a beautiful little girl in his arms. I always thought that he was handsome but I knew that he wouldn't even know me. He and I had all classes together except last period. Di'Angelo was also the star basketball player at our school. But I didn't had the beauty but I definitely had the brains.

'Sis, did you heard what I said' Rochelle said pulling my arms bringing me out of my thoughts.

' I'm so sorry babygirl, what did you say.'

' I said that you can go, I'm a big girl now.' She said as she pulled her jacket and hung it.

'Are you ...'

Before I could fully response the little girl that was with Di'Angelo run towards Rochelle giving her a big hug.

'Chellie!!!' The little girl yelled.

'Diana!!!!' Rochelle yelled back making me laugh a little.

Their interaction brought a smile on my face. I wish I had a best friend like this, but as you know nobody wants to be friends with a very poor girl.

'Angie, this my friend that I've been telling you about.' Di'Angelo's little sister said .

He nodded before squatting down to my Chelle size because he was very very tall.

'Nice to meet you babygirl , I'm Di'Angelo and what's your name?' He asked in a sweet voice making Rochelle blush.

'I'm Rochelle but you can call me Chelle for short and that's my sister Cataleya.' She pointed at me making Di'Angelo to look also. I suddenly became very shy and uncomfortable. He nodded his head before holding out his hands for me to shake.

'Nice to meet you Cataleya, we go to the same school don't we?.' He asked me shocking me with that question. I thought that I was invincible at school. I had gathered enough courage to speak to him.

'Uhmm.. nice to meet you too and yes .' I finally spoke looking down. He winked at me making me blush on the inside.

'Leya you need to hurry up or do you want to get late.' Chelle reminded me. I kissed her on her head telling her to do good then told her friend goodbye. I also told Di'Angelo goodbye before walking outside the building heading to school wich was 20 minutes away from the school.i I was just walking for 5 minutes when I felt a rain drop on the top of my head. I groaned because I had forgotten my umbrella at home . The only thing could help was the hoodie that I wore. Pulling the cap on I walked a little bit faster...

Hello guys I just wanted to say that this is all new for me so just bare with me please. And I'm dutch so there could be some mistakes. Should I continue or stop tell what you think.
Love @colormechanell