Hi....
I..I am really sad right now! There is a lot going on at home and I can't take it anymore!
Well I have been on my summer holidays and currently still am ad the most I have done is sit in the house looking after my baby niece and nephew.
My sisters, brother and there gf and bf are all going out I had asked if I could go all week before hand and they told me they aren't going now they are and they are expecting me to look after the two babies one that it two weeks old and the other that is a year. I had to stay with the baby the night before because his mum and dad went away and barley got sleep now they plan to go out and I will most likely be left to look after them and I'm sick and tired physically and mentally.
This doesn't seem like a lot but I look after them so much that my family tell me to go look after MY children they aren't even mine!!!
I feel like crying and screaming letting out my sadness and anger some way but as always I have to be the quiet one that does as she is told and doesn't say a word!
Just maybe I'm finally going to snap!!!
